My home is a little more spacious. I'm on my own again. "Wife" is moving out to find herself and figure things out. Converting the master bedroom into my room/baby's room. 2 rooms available for roommates... now if only I could find trustworthy decent people who interact well with 2 yr old wonder children. She is uber awesome.
Its a bummer too cuz I've got everything paid for, for the next month and even the next 5+ if need be but would prefer not to take it all on by myself and save a little cash, ya know?
Anyone know anyone in St. Pete who fits the bill?
Its a bummer too cuz I've got everything paid for, for the next month and even the next 5+ if need be but would prefer not to take it all on by myself and save a little cash, ya know?
Anyone know anyone in St. Pete who fits the bill?
I shot my first gun (save for the musket I shot when I was like 10.) with Devon the other day. First clay pigeon shot in the air I hit!
Out of 25 I hit 12 the first time, 2nd round I hit 11 out of 25. Not a perfect score but for my first time shooting I'm pretty sure this is my new thing.
Out of 25 I hit 12 the first time, 2nd round I hit 11 out of 25. Not a perfect score but for my first time shooting I'm pretty sure this is my new thing.
I'm now 27 yrs old. I've lived it up, found myself, become wiser, and have a much stronger idea of who I am and who I wish to become more of. I am in the 3 year prep phase and my next decade will be trying as much as the last but in a much different fashion. I am looking forward to what I can achieve.
Happy Birthday to me... engh? another day in all actuality but I want it known, in my lifetime I've met hundreds of people if not thousands... Without you all I would not have a life worth living. You've all contributed to me small glimpses into your own lives and momentarily fused us in a time at a time and I thank you all profusely for it.
I love you all and wish you all the best in your lives and I am always here for you all in your darkest and brightest hours.
I wish we all could have that mentality but in the fact that we aren't all single minded... we all have something to spice each others' lives with.
I do not wish myself a happy birthday, but instead thank you all for the years to date that you've given me a reason to be glad I've lived so long so far.
Happy Birthday to me... engh? another day in all actuality but I want it known, in my lifetime I've met hundreds of people if not thousands... Without you all I would not have a life worth living. You've all contributed to me small glimpses into your own lives and momentarily fused us in a time at a time and I thank you all profusely for it.
I love you all and wish you all the best in your lives and I am always here for you all in your darkest and brightest hours.
I wish we all could have that mentality but in the fact that we aren't all single minded... we all have something to spice each others' lives with.
I do not wish myself a happy birthday, but instead thank you all for the years to date that you've given me a reason to be glad I've lived so long so far.
teehee... wanna see something really bad? I seriously think I screwed up my last project, I had asked for an extension because I would be at work on the deadline... no word so I hauled ass and turned in one part but my movie I didn't finish on time, sent it in to the teacher... Cross fingers eh?
So ya enjoy the glitchy buggy wiggle boy with a shotgun.
My bad animation
So ya enjoy the glitchy buggy wiggle boy with a shotgun.
My bad animation
I found a fully nude pic of Mr. Skywalker and it frightened me in so many ways.
So I created a quick Darth Vader Lightsaber Strap-On.
Enjoy my censorship of some random artist's work.
So I created a quick Darth Vader Lightsaber Strap-On.
Enjoy my censorship of some random artist's work.
I've been doing a lot of inner searching, rationalizing, breaking it all down and rethinking over and over. I've come a long way since my younger days obviously. I'm not a clean freak like I used to be, overcame my germ issues years ago. I am always trying to embrace my more natural aspects. We are animals and in that sense I try to hold that part of me equally with my civil nature. Morality has changed over the years but not in a negative way. I don't like how spoiled we are," I want this so I shall have it and many options more." I try my best to utilize a survival aspect as much as possible, but considering my surroundings my behaviors tend to mimic... ugh.
I don't want to stop eating meat, I was born an omnivore and I will stay that way. I have canines and grinders for this purpose. I just don't want to arrogantly grab at any package laying around that was mass produced solely to over fill my belly and those around me. I'm deeply reconsidering hunting. Not for sport, I intend to use every part, all of it can serve a purpose. Most importantly it would not be year round. I was looking back on primates eating habits and what not since we are so closely related as well as other omnivores. Light meat scattered throughout the seasons and slightly more concentrated in the winters.
I'm tired of city life, and the way things are overall. I love the creation of art and my technology is wonderful for assisting that... but outside of that I just grow tired of all this. I've been brought up in it so I use it so daily that breaking from it is almost unheard of. I rarely if at all, watch TV. I use my computer mostly for exploration and "travel"
I really love reading about self sufficient homes and stuff like that. I want to go off the grid. I'd love nothing more than to build my own house perhaps have a small bookstore with a little cafe bar kinda thing attached. Go hunting, have my own gardens and greenhouse, cook for my customers if I have any, make my own beers and liquors, and just spend my "down" time reading from my books and building up my overall trivial but very necessary knowledge.
I think my biggest problem is the fact that I don't have a lot of support in my life and those that do see it solely as a dreamers dream kind of thing. I'd love nothing more than to help work with a group of like minded people, pool together funds and build a community. Art is especially important obviously and would have to be incorporated into it all.
I don't know... I just wish I had some options.
I don't want to stop eating meat, I was born an omnivore and I will stay that way. I have canines and grinders for this purpose. I just don't want to arrogantly grab at any package laying around that was mass produced solely to over fill my belly and those around me. I'm deeply reconsidering hunting. Not for sport, I intend to use every part, all of it can serve a purpose. Most importantly it would not be year round. I was looking back on primates eating habits and what not since we are so closely related as well as other omnivores. Light meat scattered throughout the seasons and slightly more concentrated in the winters.
I'm tired of city life, and the way things are overall. I love the creation of art and my technology is wonderful for assisting that... but outside of that I just grow tired of all this. I've been brought up in it so I use it so daily that breaking from it is almost unheard of. I rarely if at all, watch TV. I use my computer mostly for exploration and "travel"
I really love reading about self sufficient homes and stuff like that. I want to go off the grid. I'd love nothing more than to build my own house perhaps have a small bookstore with a little cafe bar kinda thing attached. Go hunting, have my own gardens and greenhouse, cook for my customers if I have any, make my own beers and liquors, and just spend my "down" time reading from my books and building up my overall trivial but very necessary knowledge.
I think my biggest problem is the fact that I don't have a lot of support in my life and those that do see it solely as a dreamers dream kind of thing. I'd love nothing more than to help work with a group of like minded people, pool together funds and build a community. Art is especially important obviously and would have to be incorporated into it all.
I don't know... I just wish I had some options.
So I don't use photoshop but I understand tid bits.
I ended up dicking around at work and ended up transforming an undead skeletal dude concept I was working on into SKELETOR!!!!
hope you enjoy I'll try others soon enough... maybe even brave making art for you all.
Oh dig this... I'm at work and one of my elderly patients is wearing a WolfCrap "It's Craptastic" shirt from my cafepress site from waaaaaaaaay back in highschool.. Totally random cuz I didn't give it to him and I don't know anyone save for 2 people who ever bought anything from my site.. its still up and those 2 people still have the shirts.... so um... weird?
I ended up dicking around at work and ended up transforming an undead skeletal dude concept I was working on into SKELETOR!!!!
hope you enjoy I'll try others soon enough... maybe even brave making art for you all.
Oh dig this... I'm at work and one of my elderly patients is wearing a WolfCrap "It's Craptastic" shirt from my cafepress site from waaaaaaaaay back in highschool.. Totally random cuz I didn't give it to him and I don't know anyone save for 2 people who ever bought anything from my site.. its still up and those 2 people still have the shirts.... so um... weird?
Whew... been working my ass off in school. 3D foundations is badass. Making 3D puppets n what not.
Only downside, I'm not into the whole art in school routine. I make art as it comes and as I feel it come from me. I'm remembering the training and the repetition of my artschool days and I'm beginning to grow back into it... so ya I had to retake a few classes. Might have to re-enroll as a freshman but all in all I'm enjoying myself between work and the uncertainty of what is going on with my "wife" and I.
We are great as roomies and friends, when the other aspects come into play it just isn't natural like the other interactions. And we both agree on it too, we do great as friends and roomies and as parents. I keep leaning toward that now because it just seems right and we won't lose each other or our connection to each other simply because one aspect was lost.
Sigh... where are the cute freckled redheads..
After all that's happened I've been thinking about that, exploring what I'm "attracted" to. Joined Fetlife.com to explore fetishes and possible dive into that self discovery. Personally I've always been fascinated with them but I myself have yet to find my own. I know I really dig eyes, well balanced freckles, red heads to some degree, I don't know, I feel deep down there has to be more and at times I realize it too.
I am always open to discussing and better understanding what its like for others with their fetishes. Anyone care to share?
Only downside, I'm not into the whole art in school routine. I make art as it comes and as I feel it come from me. I'm remembering the training and the repetition of my artschool days and I'm beginning to grow back into it... so ya I had to retake a few classes. Might have to re-enroll as a freshman but all in all I'm enjoying myself between work and the uncertainty of what is going on with my "wife" and I.
We are great as roomies and friends, when the other aspects come into play it just isn't natural like the other interactions. And we both agree on it too, we do great as friends and roomies and as parents. I keep leaning toward that now because it just seems right and we won't lose each other or our connection to each other simply because one aspect was lost.
Sigh... where are the cute freckled redheads..
After all that's happened I've been thinking about that, exploring what I'm "attracted" to. Joined Fetlife.com to explore fetishes and possible dive into that self discovery. Personally I've always been fascinated with them but I myself have yet to find my own. I know I really dig eyes, well balanced freckles, red heads to some degree, I don't know, I feel deep down there has to be more and at times I realize it too.
I am always open to discussing and better understanding what its like for others with their fetishes. Anyone care to share?
