Dearest Friend,
Where have you gone?
Losing friends through death and through separation is one of the hardest things for me to deal with, and lately I have been missing those friends from olden days. The ones that always had your back, that had so many inside jokes you could just look at each other and bust up laughing.
I recently had someone who was my best friend at one time accidently call me then have the audacity to act as though she would call me later that night..well it's been almost a month an guess what..no call back. I miss having a closeness with people, but at the same time I dont want to let people in too close, constantly worried that I will lose them. I have always had trouble making friends with women, so when I do I get so excited that I have found a girl who isnt into drama and being catty, who will except me for all my faults and love me for being weird, crazy, and outspoken.
This site has helped me to better appreciate the beauty of women, and to help me deal with my issues of trusting women.
Not trying to be a downer, but I feel this is the one true place that I can express myself about how I truly feel, and not have to be afraid that people will look differently at me for those feelings.
thank you SG,
Love you
Where have you gone?
Losing friends through death and through separation is one of the hardest things for me to deal with, and lately I have been missing those friends from olden days. The ones that always had your back, that had so many inside jokes you could just look at each other and bust up laughing.
I recently had someone who was my best friend at one time accidently call me then have the audacity to act as though she would call me later that night..well it's been almost a month an guess what..no call back. I miss having a closeness with people, but at the same time I dont want to let people in too close, constantly worried that I will lose them. I have always had trouble making friends with women, so when I do I get so excited that I have found a girl who isnt into drama and being catty, who will except me for all my faults and love me for being weird, crazy, and outspoken.
This site has helped me to better appreciate the beauty of women, and to help me deal with my issues of trusting women.
Not trying to be a downer, but I feel this is the one true place that I can express myself about how I truly feel, and not have to be afraid that people will look differently at me for those feelings.
thank you SG,
Love you
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sofarsogood:
I feel like this a lot lately too. Hope your day gets better.
coyotemike:
All my friends disappeared long ago. My college friends all got married and moved away; there is not a single person from elementary, jr, or sr high school that I would ever consider a friend; And now, here I am, where I know a grand total of 2 people within a 300 mile radius.