Dare I say it's been the best weekend ever? I mean.. I've had tons of major stuff go down that has all run smoothly in other weekends, I've had tons of fun for a week straight at times.. but.. no, this is the best weekend ever.
Aside from the fact I got to hang out and get my ass beat at chess steadily by Angust, eat really good veggie sandwhiches and solved my writer's block, I dare say it's the first time in a while where I have really been HAPPY in a long time. Not so much dulled pain or shared pain, but outright happiness.
The ironic part is I don't attribute it at all the event I thought I would, though all the bad thoughts in my head are purged and wiped out now. I mean I've got problems.. more than a few.. and I have one really big regret going in my head (related to drinking so much I could barely feel my limbs), but.. I actually feel like smiling again.. and have been.
Aside from the fact I got to hang out and get my ass beat at chess steadily by Angust, eat really good veggie sandwhiches and solved my writer's block, I dare say it's the first time in a while where I have really been HAPPY in a long time. Not so much dulled pain or shared pain, but outright happiness.
The ironic part is I don't attribute it at all the event I thought I would, though all the bad thoughts in my head are purged and wiped out now. I mean I've got problems.. more than a few.. and I have one really big regret going in my head (related to drinking so much I could barely feel my limbs), but.. I actually feel like smiling again.. and have been.
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Congrats on speaking your mind (and my own) on the board Lucki posted.
bondgirl