it's been forever! and it's so good to be back to my favorite place on the internet!
since i've had the time to sit down and actually write a blog for the site, not since i've been on! but i haven't been on as much i'd like to either! :/
where to begin: life has been a whirlwind of incredible events lately and i couldn't be more content with that, i love the daily hustle and bustle of knowing that i have so much to do and yet nothing to do at all! because while i'm never bored, i never have plans it seems and few responsibilities. and while this is is relieving, i'm getting tired of it. i want more challenges! more things that force me to step up, because as of late i've just been going with the flow and drifting about with the weather..
i wake up whenever i please with no set goals in mind for the day and just and it truly is great. but it's gotten me to a point where i'm fed up with all this careless indulgence. while i've been straying from sexual encounters and leaning towards more emotional connections and philosophical endeavors with the girls i'd usually fancy undressing ;]
i've also just recently kicked mary jane away from being my mistress! which is a WONDERFULLY FREEING feeling, only 4 days into this quest, but it's only getting easier which is great sign! i have barely missed her at all in fact!
and i've been slowly pushing away the booze as well, it's a great feeling to finally be content with my sober self and learning to cope with the day to day depressions and downfalls of not always having things go right or the way you hoped or intended.
i've been focusing so much more on my creative abilities which is another amazing thing! i've finally started focusing on my writing again and recently have been digging up all my old works from when i was a schoolboy, which i'm rather impressed with my salad days! i thought i was shite when i first started, but in recollection i'm quite proud of my early scribblings! and to top it, i've been pumping out new musical works like there is no tomorrow!! composing, jamming and recording new tracks almost daily and constantly practicing and honing my craft on all my instruments, and even picking up a few more!
all in all, life has been good to me as of late, at least the things i got into in this blog! :b
i plan to attempt to make at least some form of entry daily from here on, it helps me organize my thoughts and life so much and get out my inner workings to the people i actually want to listen! so even if no one reads, at least it's helping me!
tomorrow i hope to touch on one more great thing that will take up a lot of writing: my son Conor, he's 3 month s and 3 days as of today!! and i couldn't love him more!! he's become my everything and i can't wait to spend my life raising the little chip off the block haha i also will divulge into some more personal, and pressing matters that have honestly been bringing me some psychic pain and making my soul nearly numb but i'm too happy at the moment to conjure those thoughts to my head! :b
well i suppose that's all for tonight, again, so good to be back to SG! i missed all you lovely ladies and the community sooooooo very much and i'm making every effort to find the time to make my visits here more than just to enjoy the art.
i hope you all are doing as well as i am!!! :]
cheers,
vii.
since i've had the time to sit down and actually write a blog for the site, not since i've been on! but i haven't been on as much i'd like to either! :/
where to begin: life has been a whirlwind of incredible events lately and i couldn't be more content with that, i love the daily hustle and bustle of knowing that i have so much to do and yet nothing to do at all! because while i'm never bored, i never have plans it seems and few responsibilities. and while this is is relieving, i'm getting tired of it. i want more challenges! more things that force me to step up, because as of late i've just been going with the flow and drifting about with the weather..
i wake up whenever i please with no set goals in mind for the day and just and it truly is great. but it's gotten me to a point where i'm fed up with all this careless indulgence. while i've been straying from sexual encounters and leaning towards more emotional connections and philosophical endeavors with the girls i'd usually fancy undressing ;]
i've also just recently kicked mary jane away from being my mistress! which is a WONDERFULLY FREEING feeling, only 4 days into this quest, but it's only getting easier which is great sign! i have barely missed her at all in fact!
and i've been slowly pushing away the booze as well, it's a great feeling to finally be content with my sober self and learning to cope with the day to day depressions and downfalls of not always having things go right or the way you hoped or intended.
i've been focusing so much more on my creative abilities which is another amazing thing! i've finally started focusing on my writing again and recently have been digging up all my old works from when i was a schoolboy, which i'm rather impressed with my salad days! i thought i was shite when i first started, but in recollection i'm quite proud of my early scribblings! and to top it, i've been pumping out new musical works like there is no tomorrow!! composing, jamming and recording new tracks almost daily and constantly practicing and honing my craft on all my instruments, and even picking up a few more!
all in all, life has been good to me as of late, at least the things i got into in this blog! :b
i plan to attempt to make at least some form of entry daily from here on, it helps me organize my thoughts and life so much and get out my inner workings to the people i actually want to listen! so even if no one reads, at least it's helping me!
tomorrow i hope to touch on one more great thing that will take up a lot of writing: my son Conor, he's 3 month s and 3 days as of today!! and i couldn't love him more!! he's become my everything and i can't wait to spend my life raising the little chip off the block haha i also will divulge into some more personal, and pressing matters that have honestly been bringing me some psychic pain and making my soul nearly numb but i'm too happy at the moment to conjure those thoughts to my head! :b
well i suppose that's all for tonight, again, so good to be back to SG! i missed all you lovely ladies and the community sooooooo very much and i'm making every effort to find the time to make my visits here more than just to enjoy the art.
i hope you all are doing as well as i am!!! :]
cheers,
vii.
vine:
Thank you so much for the funniest comment on my set
vii47:
haha not a problem sweetie! :]