i spent the day alone and it was amazing!
probably the best v-day i've had in years! it felt great just to sit back and reflect on the things i love about myself and why i'm happy that i exist. it was great for my esteem and just a much needed refreshing reminder of how much i love being independent and always being able to make my own decisions only for myself..
but getting on that i found that i am indeed a daddy!! but the problem is his mother does not want me involved in his life right now because she thinks i'm not stable enough to take care of child and she is mostly right but i am going to fight to do what's right and be there for him! i decided there's no way i could ever live with myself knowing i have a boy out there i don't even know, let alone take care of so i'm gonna do whatever it takes and i know it's going to be beyond tough but i have to do this, not only for Conor, but for myself.
in other news i went to the tattoo convention in philly on sunday, which by the way is the largest in america! and i got my my first professional tattoo there! it was a really awesome time i met tons of amazing people and all my friends i went with got new tattoos. i also got a sweet new bowl there for a really good price all in all i have i been extremely busy but having a lot fun which is a great thing because it gives me hope that future is going to be bright and once i get my act together everything will turn out alright.
i'm so excited!!
probably the best v-day i've had in years! it felt great just to sit back and reflect on the things i love about myself and why i'm happy that i exist. it was great for my esteem and just a much needed refreshing reminder of how much i love being independent and always being able to make my own decisions only for myself..
but getting on that i found that i am indeed a daddy!! but the problem is his mother does not want me involved in his life right now because she thinks i'm not stable enough to take care of child and she is mostly right but i am going to fight to do what's right and be there for him! i decided there's no way i could ever live with myself knowing i have a boy out there i don't even know, let alone take care of so i'm gonna do whatever it takes and i know it's going to be beyond tough but i have to do this, not only for Conor, but for myself.
in other news i went to the tattoo convention in philly on sunday, which by the way is the largest in america! and i got my my first professional tattoo there! it was a really awesome time i met tons of amazing people and all my friends i went with got new tattoos. i also got a sweet new bowl there for a really good price all in all i have i been extremely busy but having a lot fun which is a great thing because it gives me hope that future is going to be bright and once i get my act together everything will turn out alright.
i'm so excited!!
hanke:
lone days rule!