There are many people that come and go throughout a person's life. Some that make an astonishing impact on that person and some that leave nothing but a small fingerprint. I have met some of the most amazing and beautiful people one could meet, many have went and few have stayed but one thing is for sure: Those that have stayed will resonate in my heart and mind forever. You know you have some of the greatest friends when you are dwelling on all the negative and cannot look past at the light and then you talk to them, even briefly, and all of a sudden your mind state has shifted to a whole other realm of thinking. Although this did not occur with me tonight, it did with my best friend and made me realize how special and wonderful it was for us to have each other in this crazy fucked up world. There is always beauty if you look in the right sense. We both bring this out in each other even though we are so different. We view ourselves and others in completely different ways and approach life differently but somehow we merge together into an almost perfect unity of love and trust. She is someone whom I will never lose or forget. She might as well tattooed herself onto my brain with the amount of knowledge and wisdom she has shared with me. The more in tune with myself that I become and the more confident I become in my ways I feel as though I am ready to share that with someone else. Someone who can leave an even bigger imprint on my life, mind, body and soul. I sometimes blame my Scorpio instincts on having these desires at such a young age in my life when I have so much to experience and learn but I truly feel that I could meet someone who could grow and learn with me and we could discover ourselves while discovering each other.
"Love
Have you even been in love? Horrible, isn't it?
It makes you so vulnerable.
It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means
someone can get inside you and mess you up.
You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years,
so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person,
no different from any other stupid person,
wanders into your stupid life . . .
You give them a piece of you.
They don't ask for it.
They do something dumb one day like kiss you,
or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore.
Love takes hostages. It gets inside you.
It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness,
so a simple phrase like maybe we should just be friends
or how very perceptive turns into a glass splinter
working its way into your heart. It hurts.
Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind.
It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real
gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.
I hate love.
~Neil Gaiman"
"Love
Have you even been in love? Horrible, isn't it?
It makes you so vulnerable.
It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means
someone can get inside you and mess you up.
You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years,
so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person,
no different from any other stupid person,
wanders into your stupid life . . .
You give them a piece of you.
They don't ask for it.
They do something dumb one day like kiss you,
or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore.
Love takes hostages. It gets inside you.
It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness,
so a simple phrase like maybe we should just be friends
or how very perceptive turns into a glass splinter
working its way into your heart. It hurts.
Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind.
It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real
gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.
I hate love.
~Neil Gaiman"