heheh well as sad is it will be for like my two freinds on here i am not going to renew my account so i will be gone soon i am going to my other freinds sites
ha it is my brithday today and i had the best fucking day ever yesterday and it will be better today my best friends thor and justin are going to come over yes for anyone who knows me its fucking thor he is out of jail and that kicks ass oh its my bday bitchs lol 
hry guys i got drunk as hell saturday lol had fun at my best friends 21th bday i hope all my friends on here have a good halloween
mhhhh lets see havent been on much at all anymore i have been stay at my apt alot more and i dont have internet there so yeah whats up guys anything new and cool
bahahahahah i am haooy as hell so whats up people i am getting back with my ex she is moveing in sept 6 i ahve made some really cool freinds online and have a job interveiw monday where i will be makeing 25 a hour 
blah frist this is not some suicidal bulshit i am done with that this is me being mad at me which i am more and more often now and there will be many many typeos lost words okkkk lets strate i am tried of saying the worng shit and makeing or haveing them take this shit i am saying something worng or makeing tit sound how i i dont want it to sound there is only one person i care about in this fucked up world and she lovesme half the time and cant stand me the other half i dont know what to do there any more becuase i cant say one god damn think right i am tried of makeing her mad i am tried of makeing every one mad all i ever do is fuck up and it is getting to me and i am strateing to lose my mind over it the pain and happieness mixing together and i cant tell what it is what and you know i want her more then anything kat i fucking love you plz forgive me i dont want you to be mad/mean to me any more i just want to hold you be make you happy i want to wake up beside you i want to feel your skin agisnt mine blahness so now i am stuck alone and wanting you and seeming kinda creepie but you know i dont care anymore i just want you back and when you said i love you to this weekend it was the happiest i had been since you said you would marry me i want you you are my soul mate i know that but i was to stupid to keep you i cant even get a jon at the moment some times i dont feel like i should be here i cant do anthing right but you made me feel like i could change god damn i have fucked up to much i need her here to help me go the right way in life well wow this truned into i miss kat thing blah i am such a loser ------------------ taken from my myspace
