I am about done with alcohol
it's the last drug that I still "do"


makes me sorta sad i guess
but being clean of all drugs feels so much better.


alcohol just makes folks stupid.
I don't wanna feel stupid.
and that is how i feel
why do all the geeky boys never return the text. I just wanna be their friends.


probably because drunk me threw up on myself and talked awkwardly about things that were not relative to the conversation. gotdangit!


I feel ashamed of myself.
I am still awkward
and I still don't know how to say what I want
why am I suck a dork?