So i's been forever I know since I've updated this thing my life, well it's crazy. I'm currently sitting in my hotel room in Rock Springs, WY. I have a brand new ouse in Denver but have only spent 4 total nights in it since Oct. because I'm gone so much with ork. I miss FL extremly hard, my freinds, the local places, the wether. I was out for 58 straight hours the other night in a snow storm at -6 degrees. I'vereally started to take a new look at things, what is money worth when you can't enjoy it? And especially at the cost even greater of losing all your freinds and everything ou know and love. I miss Vero Beach, I lived there for 21 years of my life, to walk away and leave it all, I don't know what I was thinking. The cold only makes the emptiness even deeper. I'm surrounded by only snow, rocks, and the cold ar that bites at my face when I walk outside. I have 5 more weeks then I have to go back to FL to retreive the rest of my belongings and bring them back to Colorado, than another 2-3 weeks on. The only briht side is for once in almost a year I haven't thought about my ex, and I did meet someone up here, the irony is that they both share the same name. Admittingly though I will admit if it was not for meeting her I don't know if I could take it up here. My work is long in hours and remote to the world around me, and typiclly in a 5ft radious I have over 100 things that could kill me in a millisecond from either radioactive materials to natrual gases that if you smell it your usually already dead. Yet in this all I found Krystle and shes been my anchor, but it still can't fill the void of y old life, andI'm finding it still hard to try and restart another life out here anew, but what doesnt kill us only makes us stronger right...? I hope so...