worlds come crashing down. It seems that every time i focus on an area of my life another one falls to ruins. work is finally noticing the efforts i put forth but now my home life falls apart. where is the silver lining. maybe the religious rite will have there way and chaos will descend on use Saturday...lol
I have done it again. I don't know why I set myself up like this. She was a great girl caring, beautiful, smart and open to suggestion. I once again pushed the person i cared about most away over something stupid. what so i do now. its not as though i could turn back time. i miss her.
JANUARY 2012
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