Hello everyone , i have not blogged in awhile so i am going to start here and give you the stories of my life . WE will start with why i havent been blogging here . I had a girlfriend . i loved her it was good , but she was very insecured even though she was a exotic dancer for a living . So i had a membership here but never came online . Anyway , she use to be addicted to drugs and i cleaned her up and gave a good liife , and in returned she cheated on me and started doing drugs again . It is a long story maybe some day i will tell you in my drunken ramblings. Yesterday was Roller Derby . My friends Matt and Molly invited me out . Molly is the lead singer of a great heavy metal band and also does Roller derby how kick ass is she right !!!! It was a great match but they lost by three points to ST Louis. It was great she did a good job the team tried their best just wasn't in the cards. After there match , the kids came out that was funny a bunch of girls around 10-16 beating each other up . The even was funny and i did enjoy it . I got invited to a biirthday party by a guy who is really cool . Infact on friday he showed up to the bar dressed as a pirate. So, i'm thinking crazy party in the future here . I show up with my butch dyke friend katie (yes i say that to her face we are best friends ) . We walk up this stair case to the house very nice house old style defintely that 70's vibe . Get inside beautiful house had this blood red carpet , very gothic setting . We walk back to the back yard and it was like a retirement home. Besides my three people , the rest where above 50 . They were nice and i talked to all of them . It was very clear the guy with the killswitch engage shirt on didn't fit in. Specially when the keep saying your orginally or back when i was a your age stories it;s time to go . I left and i just felt weird i dont know why . I felt so out of place just felt them looking at me the whole time. Anyways, I call me friend...

Hello everyone , i have not blogged in awhile so i am going to start here and give you the stories of my life . WE will start with why i havent been blogging here . I had a girlfriend . i loved her it was good , but she was very insecured even though she was a exotic dancer for a living . So i had a membership here but never came online . Anyway , she use to be addicted to drugs and i cleaned her up and gave a good liife , and in returned she cheated on me and started doing drugs again . It is a long story maybe some day i will tell you in my drunken ramblings. Yesterday was Roller Derby . My friends Matt and Molly invited me out . Molly is the lead singer of a great heavy metal band and also does Roller derby how kick ass is she right !!!! It was a great match but they lost by three points to ST Louis. It was great she did a good job the team tried their best just wasn't in the cards. After there match , the kids came out that was funny a bunch of girls around 10-16 beating each other up . The even was funny and i did enjoy it . I got invited to a biirthday party by a guy who is really cool . Infact on friday he showed up to the bar dressed as a pirate. So, i'm thinking crazy party in the future here . I show up with my butch dyke friend katie (yes i say that to her face we are best friends ) . We walk up this stair case to the house very nice house old style defintely that 70's vibe . Get inside beautiful house had this blood red carpet , very gothic setting . We walk back to the back yard and it was like a retirement home. Besides my three people , the rest where above 50 . They were nice and i talked to all of them . It was very clear the guy with the killswitch engage shirt on didn't fit in. Specially when the keep saying your orginally or back when i was a your age stories it;s time to go . I left and i just felt weird i dont know why . I felt so out of place just felt them looking at me the whole time. Anyways, I call me friend DJ Mad Mike he does bars and Karaoke shows . Nice guy in his early 40's awesome person. So i went to his show i walk in .....the same exact thing i am the only person in their under the age of dinosaurs . I couldn't believe well as you probaly know one drink and left . I went to my home bar called JR's its in a mall funny but true. I show up and their she was the girl i can not get out of my head Erika . This woman is just beautiful , i mean she could easily be a model on here . She has a smile that could wake the dead , Eyes that could make a cripple walk . She has the scent of perfume that when i smell i automaticlly am turned on . She has the black ink tattoos soild , one on her forearm of a upside down crossand a pagan symbol on her upper left breast , and a heart tatoo that kinda looks like the smashing pumpkin smybol on her right breast. Dark black hair cause she just dyed was bright red before last week . their she was so happy she seen me came up and gave me a big hug . She or someone like her would be the one i love that look more then anything and her attitude in life is to die for . We do a shot then the bar door opens and here comes her boyfriend. She dates this man cause to be honest he treats her good and i was taken all the way till a couple weeks of ago . So i missed my opening for anything . Like always :p We all sit down and have few , the night continues and she gets drunk she flings herself on me ask me to tak eher to my home . That she wants to stay with me , but being the honest man i am calle dher boyfriend over and told him he should probally get her home . They leave and the Bartender dissappeared i couldnt find her to get a shot . It's my friends bar so i wonder into the back calling out her name when i find her with her head in the mop sink throwing up . She got too wasted to the point she couldnt speak english . I helped her to the office that has a nice comfy chair came out told the waitress and took off for the night . It was just a weird day if you read this thank you for your time when more interesting things happen i will infrom maybe some of my past stories can get a update for you all to read . It matters on reactions and such .have a good time and remember rules are ment to be broken , and the government is made to be questioned . Good day