i hate the feeling of sleeping alone
ive slept in this same empty bed for three years and i know shes not coming back. i really hurts that she was taken from me while i was away. to find out id never hear her vioce again the night i called to tell her i wanted to get married.


the dreams are starting again and it hurts so bad why do they torture me???? so real and vivid they haunt me in my sleep. i feel so lonely and distant from everything right now.
i want to be home in minnesota i want to be done with the navy.