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JANUARY 8, 2008 @ 07:49 PM

Hey, kids! It's another update from Your Friendly Neighborhood Freak.

It's been a bit of busy time for Your Humble Narrator as of late. Some of it good, some of it not so much (more on that later). As for the rote stuff, work is the same, but going well, still getting the homestead clean little by little, still a big video game and Interweb geek as always.

So, what's different, you ask?

Well, on a personal level (this is where the "not so much" part comes in)...

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I have basically come to a crossroads. I need to learn how to handle my own shit before it ends up destroying me and destroying relationships w/people I care about, because I'm always dumping my shit on them. Remember those blogs where I basically ranted and had what I thought were "moments of clarity?" Uh, yeah, seems those didn't stick as much as I would've liked them to. I will wholeheartedly admit my stress levels can be insane, and my coping skills (more often than not) suck. As of late, it's taken finding out that my actions and behavioral patterns have damaged friendships w/people I hold dear in my life to realize I can't do it alone anymore, and that I need to put aside what little misplaced personal pride I have if I'm going to fix it. Come my next day off, I'm making phone calls to get referred to a counselor, shrink, whathaveyou. I don't like the person I'm becoming. I don't like how negatives and worst case scenarios that are all in my head can rule my daily life. I just need to admit I need help, and not think less of myself because of it. It's something I need to do.

So, please, if you read all that, wish me the best of luck. It would be appreciated.


*whew* Now that we've got the unpleasant out of the way, on to better things.

Some of you may have noticed that the Newswire has gone through some exciting changes. One of those...is this:

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That's right, kids! Yours Truly has a spot on the Newswire. If you know me (and read my submitted stories), you know I'm one for sharing humorous little "odd news" tidbits w/you all. I'm hoping this'll be a step in a direction to do just that. I'm nervous, yet excited @what this holds. So keep an eye out! wink

Speaking of the site, w/the boards, the Newswire, the humorous troll-bashing they entail, etc., I will admit sometimes I forget one main aspect of SG...the SGs! Well, I'm going to remedy that. Every now and then, I like to direct you, Gentle Reader, to sets from some wonderful ladies that I feel you'd be missing out on otherwise. Why? Because I rock the body that rocks the party, as the kids say. So, without further ado...CHECK OUT THESE SETS! They're all wonderful ladies who deserve good publicity. biggrin

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*waits patiently*

Good? Good. Welcome back. biggrin

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And now for something completely different...

PORK CHOP SANDWICHES!



Yes, I'm random. But you love me anyway, so shut it. kiss

That's all for now, kids. An overdue blog commenting excursion awaits. As always, I hope you are all well. smile

Stay tuned...

-TM

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Figueroa

Figueroa

HOPEFUL

Chile

JAN 08, 2008 07:59 PM

iam silly???
how bout you mr freak??
hahahaha

kisses

Chainlink

Chainlink

Christmas Island
August 2005

JAN 08, 2008 08:35 PM

Congrats on the Newswire my man !

return_of_quasi

return_of_quasi

Houston, TX
December 2007

JAN 08, 2008 08:43 PM

Dude! Congrats on Newswiring! I'm so proud! smile

And my friend, that was a fucking badass contribution to my blog. Is gay marriage legal in MA? Cause I've got a crush...

zombie_nirbhao

zombie_nirbhao

Mackinac Island, MI
October 2007

JAN 08, 2008 08:50 PM

1. I was just coming to comment on your new title! congratulations!
2. getting better is a good thing. and you can do it!
2.5 (that's what my post was about. well, not about you... stop being confused, silly)
3. I fucking love Sid
4. I haven't been around for troll bashing since I was a rediculous young blonde girl who got into fights with her boyfriend in the street at 2am.

MrsMeaney

MrsMeaney

Chicago, IL
November 2005

JAN 08, 2008 08:54 PM

Good question.

I had to talk myself out of updating earlier today, because I can't bear to take down the kickass picture. blush

Once I get over my giddiness, I will give into the comment count.

Congratulations on your new SG status!!! woo hoo! biggrin

Kindle

Kindle

Seattle, WA
March 2006

JAN 08, 2008 09:02 PM

Congrats to you and yes, I did have a good time.

I'm doing well myself and I think you are making a good decision in finding someone to help you work through whatever you feel you need to work on. Sometimes we just can't do it alone and need an objective third party to lend us a hand.

Oubliette

Oubliette

SUICIDEGIRL

Pennsylvania, USA

JAN 08, 2008 09:11 PM

Hooray for me!

..and everyone else. But i's hard to get excited about that.

jonnytrrrash7

jonnytrrrash7

Liechtenstein
February 2004

JAN 08, 2008 09:22 PM

i wish you luck on your quest to become a better person. i've noticed more than a few people who are feeling the itch to improve themselves. must be something in the air. i should probably get on that bandwagon.

i just stopped by to say congrats on the newswire tag!

wenis

wenis

Brentwood, CA
July 2006

JAN 08, 2008 11:28 PM

good luck!
is it me or do you clean your place a lot. wink tongue

ckdexterhaven

ckdexterhaven

Redding, CA
December 2005

JAN 09, 2008 12:44 AM

Wait, Tom Servo's on the newswire now? Sweet! biggrin

Meow

Meow

SUICIDEGIRL

Ohio, USA

JAN 09, 2008 12:56 AM

I'm not quite sure how it turned into the chicken dance. At that point I was hiding in another room.

miao!!

Riz

Riz

South Park, PA
March 2007

JAN 09, 2008 01:14 AM

Mmmmmmmmmmmmm...... SID love love love love

LostLucy

LostLucy

USA
December 2006

JAN 09, 2008 07:35 AM

Go you with the new newswire thing -- congrats!!

and thanks for the support. I can't let a few votes get me down, but I wish she'd stay honest rather than resorting to this crap mad

_Pauly_

_Pauly_

United Kingdom
June 2004

JAN 09, 2008 03:11 PM

Radomness makes-ah-da-world-go-roundah biggrin.

Giggles

Giggles

Claremont, CA
January 2005

JAN 09, 2008 04:48 PM

how do you feel being called a geek? I'd rather be called a dork myself.

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