"All of you, want to be loved... needed by someone, so we look to others... By ourselves, we are lonely, so we try to draw together to live... That's what it means to be human...That's how people live. A single hand cannot clap."
have you ever had a cut that keeps opening?
I do...It opened up a little again when i saw you.. .
when i ran across that picture of your plastic smile.. .
I didn't mean to.. .I didn't want to.. .. . .see you.. . .but i did.. .
I hate that this cut won't heal completely. ..maybe it's just my nature..
I hate that it opened up a little when i saw you.. . I want to believe in you..
I want to believe in everyone.. .not only you.. . But how can I beLIEve...
when all i see of this world is a LIE.. I know everyone will say they don't have to prove themselves to me..
I know you will too.. . I know you could care less about me.. . I still don't know why you feel that way.. .
and trust me... .if i was granted three wishes one would be to see your life burn before my eyes.. .
but i could never do that.. . I'd wish you were as civil as you think you are.. or thought you were...
then i would wish for everyone's true happiness, because everyone deserves to be happy.. .even you..
not confused.. .not scared. . ..not scarred. .. .not abused.. .not alone.. .
then.. . i would wish.. . for .. . you to stand face to face with me.. . so i can see.. . someone truely happy.. .
the beauty of it was chaotic when you last spoke those words and the clear sky on hallow's night left an unfamiliar feeling almost like we never exsisted at all and the miles it took to get their was a fiction story just like every one of your "I love you"s.. .
