Okay, here's an update, not that anyone reads it, but I'd like to think that eventually someone will, or I'll be able to check it out in the future and reflect on the happenings in the interim. *Waves to future me* So, I've been sober for almost 2 months, pretty happy about that. I've applied for University and am just waiting to hear back. I've started writing in my journal every day, and I think this will count for today's entry. I've gotten some health care through the VA (about time my military service did me some good, heh). I'm looking to move out soon, mixed feelings about that. I'm taking my happiness into my own hands and actively pursuing a better existence for myself. I'm doing more things outside, and with my dog (fucking love my dog). All in all, I can be proud of myself in ways that I haven't been for a long, long time, if ever.
A second function of writing in my journal every day is being able to remind myself of important things to accomplish tomorrow, so even though you probably don't care (there I go talking to imaginary people) I need to do laundry tomorrow and I should probably call my dad. That is all.
A second function of writing in my journal every day is being able to remind myself of important things to accomplish tomorrow, so even though you probably don't care (there I go talking to imaginary people) I need to do laundry tomorrow and I should probably call my dad. That is all.
VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
jorryn:
Its been a little while, hwo's it going?
the_paulai_lama:
I'm good, thanks for checking on me! I just moved to an apartment where I don't have internet access, so I have been using the campus and library computers, but I couldn't check up on this site. I'll be suspending my membership for a couple of months, then I'll be back when I can afford it. 1 month sober, and 4 without a drink!!!