"Life in this world," he said, "is, as it were, a sojourn in a cave. What can we know of reality? For all we see of the true nature of existence is, shall we say, no more than bewildering and amusing shadows cast upon the inner wall of the cave by the unseen blinding light of absolute truth, from which we may or may not deduce some glimmer of veracity, and we troglodyte seekers of wisdom can only lift our voices to the unseen and say, humbly, "Go on, do Deformed Rabbit. . . it's my favorite."" Terry Pratchett Small Gods

I have the flu. It's not a good feeling. I have been quarantined. Everybody is afraid they will catch it My doctor was a Major and I found him to be attractive and young, and I just wanted an old man doctor. I felt awkward. I could tell I was blushing anytime he came within close proximity. Then he said, you have the flu! wearthis face mask. and I felt more awkward with a face mask on. Now I am home and heavily medicated.

I survived the monsoon!

When I went home I had entirely too much fun. So much so, when I came back here I got all depressed. Can't be sad today though, I fully intend on going to the beach. Had to stop by to visit the beautiful naked women of Suicide Girls.
Really itching to get the tattoo on my back finished, which unfortunately coincides with me still being broke.

I'm going home soon. I'm so excited. Sitting on a train all damn day isn't going to get to me a damn bit. Well worth it. In love with "Sons of Anarchy" which is odd because I don't watch TV or even have cable but I am in love with that show.

I saw Inglourious Basterds tonight. It was incredible. I really loved it. I was kind of dragged to it kicking and screaming, not that I don't love Taratino films, but because the previews made it seem like it was a comedy about the Holocaust. Which being the very Polish princess that I am, I did not want to see a movie that made light of something so horrific. I was wrong. It was a damn good movie. Maybe even his best movie. What I love about Taratino is he has such a distinct style. Like an artist. You look at a Van Gogh painting and you know who made it. It is the same way with his films. It isn't the generic Hollywood bullshit you see being pumped out all the time. Every character was perfect. Eli Roth purrrrrrr perfect. My favorite character was Shosanna, the cinema owner. She has so much to fight for, so much to get revenge for, and yet she still holds on to her humility. I think she is the strongest character in the movie.

District 9 = good movie

Guess what???

I made Staff Sgt!!!!!! wehoooOOOoo so excited


my hair is turning blonde
Dad is home from the hospital, he sounded so miserable until I told him about the promotion and then he said he was the proudest father in NJ

playing fallout 3 now

Avoiding my English homework right now. No distraction like the image of a naked woman. My Dad is ok, but has to go in for surgery again next week. I want to be home. I put in leave for Sept, earliest I could.

my Dad is in the hospital again.
Internal bleeding.and I can't be there. Low manning. Mission critical.
my blessed father, sweet ragdoll
they sew you up again
and I hold you to my chest
so we can share a heartbeat.

When I was in the closet going to get a towel, Fable was jumping around my feet. I thought awwww how cute, I will pet the little Angel. When I bent down to pet him WHAM my head went right into the stupid door for the towel holder cabinet. I'm amazing at hurting myself. I also managed to burn a big hole in my arm cooking chicken nuggets in the oven the other day. stupid oven.