Why why WHY? The girl I've been in love with for decades - who I can't be with b/c she's with someone else and is too paranoid and scared to end her relationship to be with me even though all I ever hear is how much she will love me forever - decided to tell me she's in town but apparently won't see me since she's "never allowed to see me again."
So why the fuck TELL me you'll be staying three fucking BLOCKS from me unless all you want to do is TORTURE me? I'm not 23 anymore, I'm over this "heartsick pining over someone is romantic" shit. Either say you're getting the guts to see me for a drink and talk or DON'T TELL ME. New York is a big fucking town. I'd never have run into you.
Christ.
So why the fuck TELL me you'll be staying three fucking BLOCKS from me unless all you want to do is TORTURE me? I'm not 23 anymore, I'm over this "heartsick pining over someone is romantic" shit. Either say you're getting the guts to see me for a drink and talk or DON'T TELL ME. New York is a big fucking town. I'd never have run into you.
Christ.
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Unless, apparently, she's still somehow hung up on a remote chance to get together? That'd be the only response I could think of:
'look, thanks and all for letting me know you are around, but did you realize it is torture? If you've got some remote feeling for me, then that's great, and let's meet up just for a bit. I could do that. otherwise, if things are off, then, well, don't drop me a line when you are in town'.
Or something like that.