I've almost hot my goal weight... so excited!
I didn't even realise i was losing weight. I'm not very good at it, unless I get over worked and over stressed and` then find that I've lost weight... Anyway, I'm back to where I used to be at, which makes me very pleased!
It's probably stupid, there was nothing wrong with my weight before, I definitely wasn't fat, I just prefer to be skinny mini hahaha...
In other news, dunno whats happening with B. He's still stringing me along waiting for this ex to finalise their house stuff... Pretty much over it. I do love him, parts of him, but most of it is just too hard basket. I just find it so hard to stay away from him. Even right now i'm considering going to his place and asking if he wants to come to the beach...
It's one of those break ups that I know is going to take a while and I'm going to keep going back for more even tho it was over before it started. One of those break ups I'll never quite be able to give up on until I have some snap of reality and realise how fucked it is and actually manage to stick to my guns and stay away from him.
I'm pathetic really. I considered changing my number but then I was like "ohhh... but what if he decides to call me?" hahaha I'm not there yet, but I'll get there, I'm just accepting it as a process... my day will come.
I'm really happy otherwise though. Peanut is as beautiful as ever, is it strange that I love my cat so much?
I sketched a very rough sketch of how I want my tattoo to look. I jammed everything into one tattoo. It's got a phoenix feel to it, the chick is based on Jean Grey from X-Men, aka Phoenix, and she's naked, rising from the ashes. She's carrying various things that represent my family and where I've come from and how I feel about life, and wrapped around her leg is a black tail with some ears poking out. It's very subtle. But I love it!
Now I've just gotta work up the guts to go and commit to it haha... I will, I've wanted it too long not to, I just have to be sure my timing is right.
Anyway, I don't even know what I'm rambling about now...
Blah blah blah and then some.
Hope you're all having a lovely day, and thank you once again for giving me reprieve from the real world... or maybe reality and truth from an unreal world, either way, thank you x
I didn't even realise i was losing weight. I'm not very good at it, unless I get over worked and over stressed and` then find that I've lost weight... Anyway, I'm back to where I used to be at, which makes me very pleased!
It's probably stupid, there was nothing wrong with my weight before, I definitely wasn't fat, I just prefer to be skinny mini hahaha...
In other news, dunno whats happening with B. He's still stringing me along waiting for this ex to finalise their house stuff... Pretty much over it. I do love him, parts of him, but most of it is just too hard basket. I just find it so hard to stay away from him. Even right now i'm considering going to his place and asking if he wants to come to the beach...
It's one of those break ups that I know is going to take a while and I'm going to keep going back for more even tho it was over before it started. One of those break ups I'll never quite be able to give up on until I have some snap of reality and realise how fucked it is and actually manage to stick to my guns and stay away from him.
I'm pathetic really. I considered changing my number but then I was like "ohhh... but what if he decides to call me?" hahaha I'm not there yet, but I'll get there, I'm just accepting it as a process... my day will come.
I'm really happy otherwise though. Peanut is as beautiful as ever, is it strange that I love my cat so much?
I sketched a very rough sketch of how I want my tattoo to look. I jammed everything into one tattoo. It's got a phoenix feel to it, the chick is based on Jean Grey from X-Men, aka Phoenix, and she's naked, rising from the ashes. She's carrying various things that represent my family and where I've come from and how I feel about life, and wrapped around her leg is a black tail with some ears poking out. It's very subtle. But I love it!
Now I've just gotta work up the guts to go and commit to it haha... I will, I've wanted it too long not to, I just have to be sure my timing is right.
Anyway, I don't even know what I'm rambling about now...
Blah blah blah and then some.
Hope you're all having a lovely day, and thank you once again for giving me reprieve from the real world... or maybe reality and truth from an unreal world, either way, thank you x
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Also, you pull being a blonde off really, really well. You look lovely!
Have you got pictures of Peanut? Perhaps you can share his awesomeness with us all?
I went past the produce store today and they had kittens. I stood staring longingly at them, but thought better of it and how my cat Sammy would adapt. I decided that it was best I didn't buy a kitty.
Just back from Perth and had a great time. Seriously, you guys have the best weather. Getting off the plane on Wednesday morning in hot, humid Brisbane was a shock!
Take care of yourself and your heart, okay? xx
I have been so lazy the last week or so...but i've been loosing weight too...its nice!