Recently I had te worst day of my life or could possibly be the worst day of my life. I made some mistakes in my life that I wish I could take back, but unfortunatly I have to live with the consquences. Tomorrow I get to have a 14 hour day, that should be interesting but hopfully get my mind of things. I probably won't post for while because of my lack of technoligy. Sometimes I just want to cut my throat. 
A friend of mine says that he has someone that I should meet. Her name is Melissa and I'm quite curious. He says that he would like us to be friends first and not jump straight into a relationship. He made a really good point when he said that people should be friends first. Because once that honeymoon phase is over you need to know how to be just friends. After getting out of a four year relationship I find this to be very true. I've just never been a social butter fly and need someone who falls into that catagory. 
I want a girlfriend. Someone I can talk to, kiss, love, all that crap sounds really great. I'm too damn shy, thats the problem.
Hmm I have two jobs now, one at the coffee shop another at the doggy day care. I actually like it quite a bit and am quite proud of my self. I'm finally supporting my self so its a big change. Recently got a new piercing, the medusa and look even hotter now. 
Currently sitting at my brothers birthday and I'm quite bored out of my skull. I wish I had a girl friend, somebody I had something in common with. Oh well, it will happen sooner or later. Still talking to my ex and am unsure if that is a bad thing or a good one. Trying to get my friends to take me to a gay bar but it seems I'm always having to do something else. Blahhhhh.
Recently I broke up with my boyfriend of four years. He got pretty upset when I told him I was going to date woman, even though I told him I go either way. But thats typical male. For some reason everyone keeps asking me when I'm getting back together with him. Well, I have no intentions of getting back in a relationship with him and hope to meet a woman that I can relate to and who is judgemental. I'll keep crossing my fingers and hoping.
Recently I broke up with my boyfriend of four years. He got pretty upset when I told him I was going to date woman, even though I told him I go either way. But thats typical male. For some reason everyone keeps asking me when I'm getting back together with him. Well, I have no intentions of getting back in a relationship with him and hope to meet a woman that I can relate to and who is judgemental. I'll keep crossing my fingers and hoping.
