Me and my girlfreind have been going out officially for only like 3 weeks. We got way too physical way too fast. Don't get me wrong I'm all for getting physical. But i think it should happen within a reasonable time. Anyway we both said we should go back and take things slower. But one day i started it back up again. I was the one who started it. I was so disgusted with myself that i sliced my torso up with an exacto knife, spread the slices apart, and poured alcohol all over them. I was gonna hide them from her but of course she found them. She started crying. I felt so bad for making her feel that way. I don't think i'll ever do that again.
But i'm better now. I'm going to see my hero in Dallas on the 20th. Royston Langdon from Spacehog. He has a new band called Sparticle. They're playing at the Trees. The main attraction for that night is Stellastarr*. Anyone wanna meet me over there? You get to see me cry when i finally get to meet Roy. So how's that sound? Any takers?
MAR 09, 2004 06:56 AM
hey dude.
you've really read "the case for christ"? that's super weird, because I heard about it yesterday and wanted to buy it. is it worth my hard-earned $$?
be careful with sharp objects! 
MAR 09, 2004 11:37 AM
HOLY SHIT!!!!
I would love to see Royston Langston!!! That would be awesome!!! Although I'm a bit sad that I never saw Spacehog play... 
Hey...I wonder if his lady's gonna be there.... 
And dude...take care of yourself, dig?
MAR 09, 2004 06:36 PM
ummm ick that's a little on the overboard side wouldn't ya say? i mean it's not like your forced her to get physical right... so if it was a mutual thing then where's all the hardcore drama comin from?? geesh i used to use razor blades on my arms, carving boys initials in them and stupid shit like that... HERE ME STUPID! i'm only giving you grown up advice, hopefully you'll be grown up enough yourself and take it 
why make her feel bad just 'cause you want to be a little overly radical?? anyway, like i said - if she dug gettin down with you... what's the problem??
stay away from sharp objects.
as for the 20th... maybe we can all meet up b4 for drinks or dinner... i'm not really big on spacehog (no offense - to each his own right?!) i'm sure we could get a group 2gether for drinks though... post in the sgtexas group.... that's your best bet to get people motivated!
MAR 09, 2004 08:13 PM
MAR 15, 2004 10:18 PM
damn you shouldn't cut yourself...now that i have my miracle blades i take my aggressions out on vegetables and fruits 
