Member: swingkitten

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JULY 8, 2002 @ 10:31 PM


A good friend and ex lover of mine died on Saturday, I just found out today via a message on my machine.
I get so mad every time someone I care about who's homeless dies.. I never know in advance, we never know what hospital they're in... I don't ever get to see them before they go unless it's sudden and I'm there.
He died of a blood infection. Well, not really a blood infection, but from the fact that he was allergic to the medicine they gave him to treat it. He went comatose, they unplugged him.
Lovers and ex lovers are strange... I always feel like they're immortal. I've seen them at the point where they're most alive, and the idea that they'll exist in that state forever stays with me. It's always a shock when I'm proven wrong.

Miss you, G.
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girlblue

girlblue

Raleigh, NC
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JUL 08, 2002 11:25 PM

I hate that you found out that way. My heart is with you, I have had two of my closest exes die six months apart from each other. One by accident and the other self-inflicted. And they are immortal...in your dreams and memories of them.

solisis

solisis

Cambodia
OLD SKOOL

JUL 09, 2002 12:14 AM

Dear lord that's horrible. To think it's a fault of the medicinal practice is all the more discomforting. I'm sorry to hear this. My sympathy to all indeed.
One of the reasons why i treat everyone like gems is that I'm afraid that if I leave them angry I'll never forgive myself if they die and I haven't patched it up.
sorry- truly

joyrider

joyrider

I'm lost
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JUL 10, 2002 03:56 AM

there is an ocean, and you and i are waves.

we rush and swell and break apart on sand. we quietlyslip back out to sea, and again.

we are the ocean.

Jamy

Jamy

I'm lost
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JUL 10, 2002 05:53 AM

it's funny how sex and death are so related....

best way to celebrate teh death is some serious fucking..... that way you honour their member rather than insult it with meaningless christian moarning

Jamy

Jamy

I'm lost
OLD SKOOL

JUL 10, 2002 06:04 AM

oh by the way dia..... you can't nearly be as sexes as I imagined you were.... it's just not possible..... there aren't that many colours in reality

Jamy

Jamy

I'm lost
OLD SKOOL

JUL 10, 2002 06:05 AM

that was supposed to read 'sexed'

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