what the fuck is wrong with morning drivers?!?!?!?!?!?
i never have any trouble when i go out driving in the evening or overnight but something always happens when i go out in the mornings. i thought people were supposed to be more alert in the morning not less. this fucking baby-shit brown impala decided to change lanes on the freeway right into the side of my car! he almost drove me into the side of a compact car that was unlucky enough to be next to me when i tried not to get hit. and the worst thing is that i dont have a horn so i couldnt do anything to make the jackass infront of me actually pay attention to the fucking road. god damn i hate morning drivers!!!!!

okay so here's 2 out of the three cabinet doors i painted at work. i painted another one after i took my camera home so i'll put that one up next week.

so i've gotten to the point on my ocean mural that i can't finish it without a ladder. they have been taking forever to get me one so i have been bored out of my mind! so last weekend i decided to paint a couple of cabinet doors in vango imspired images. made the night go so much faster. and i still have one cabinet left to paint this week
if i remember to bring my camera to work i'll post the results next week. i know you're waiting with baited breath

it's been raining all night and that makes me smile
yeah rain!

i ditched the effexor and started a new ssri, cant remember what its called off the top of my head. i'm still feeling pretty depressed but so much better now that effexor is out of my system. my hubbie's out of town to make some money so i'm feeling pretty lonely. he'll be back soon though.

hubbie ran our taxes through the tax program and even thought we took no deductions and paid over 4,ooo dollars (1/10 of our income) they want another 1,500$ from us! what the fuck!!!!! we are so piss broke we barely get by and they want more money?if anything they should be giving us money! i don't know what we're going to do. i wish i had some way to make more money, maybe if i could sell some custom artwork it would help but i dont even know where to begin. i dont know how we're supposed to keep our heads above water. ugh! i'm so sik of this, i want something happy to put in my blog. i hate being all gloom and doom. all i really want in life is to be happy.

the effexor isnt working,
and i wish i was dead.

okay i figured it out, had a little brain fart there...

i have to post the images sepperatly 'cause for some reason anytime i try to post multiple photos it just posts the same one over and over. weird.

yesterday i planted mini sunflowers, snapdragons and hummingbird mix all from seeds. we'll see what sprouts in about two weeks, hope the rain didnt wash the seeds away.

i'm finally going back to my own house at work tomorrow night. i'm so happy! i get to paint again. i was so tempted to just leave the houses with random little paintings on the walls. but i restrained myself.

thought i would post some progress shots of the mural i am working on completing. ive done some work since these photos but they still give you a good idea.

today was my 27th birthday. i planted flowers in my garden.