I wrote this letter to Matthew and I didn't want to have to write another update. So here's the letter.
Yes I am aware of my laziness.
I miss you so much. It's really quite ridiculous.
I had a dream about you a few nights ago. You had come home early and it was a surprise and you and I were driving around in a van singing. Odd. But I woke up feeling nice.
Lots of stuff has been going on. It's definitely summer in Toronto and there's lots of stuff to do. On Canada day we went to the island and had a pik-nik then we took the ferry to the harbor-front and we sat at a patio that had a pretty good view of the stage where we saw do make say think and final fantasy. It was pretty good. Anna Lu has a new or not so new beau who we all love. I think we all love him more than Anna. And he has a hot british accent. So that's nice. They are actually all living together at Des and Anna's place. Des and him get along really well, so I think it's a good arrangement.
As always Amelie continues to amaze me. She's crawling around and stirring up shit and I love it. She wants to talk so badly and I can see it happening in the near future. She's eating pretty much everything but the major allergens and I think she's finally starting to gain a little bit of weight. The doctor was a little concerned in our last visit cause she was only in the 2% of weight for a baby her age. But as far as we know everything else is fine. Still no teeth, but I'm really enjoying her gummy smile. She turned 10 months yesterday and we went out for dinner. She's going for another ECHO and ECG at the end of this month and at that point we will most likely be scheduling her next surgery.
I had a bit of a scare about a week ago. I have this small lump in my arm that I got when I was pregnant and having so many weird skin problems when I was pregnant I figured it would go away. However I noticed that since then it had gotten bigger and Geordie was kinda concerned about it. So I went to the doctor and he kinda made a fuss and said that I definitely have to get it removed and that it was too big to remove it without doing surgery blah blah blah. So he got me an appointment with a dermatologist. The dermatologist looked at it and in seconds said it was just weird scar tissue underneath my skin and that there is no medical worry whatsoever and that a lot of doctors kinda freak out when they see it. So I was really relieved.
In other interesting news our condom broke a few weeks ago (boooo) and so I had to take the morning after pill and got siiiiiiiiiiick. and I have continued to feel sick since then. SO I'm kinda worried I might be pregnant which would not be good timing, but that's life I guess. We'll see what happens. So I'm kinda worried about that cause I've been doing things that preggo ladies shouldn't be doing. But as of last night I decided that I'm just going to hold off on my partying until I know for sure.
I joined a gym which makes me pretty happy. I've now lost all my pregnancy weight. Hooray.
I had dinner with Marissa a couple weeks ago. I heard some stories about you. She's a really nice girl and it sounds like she's going through a hard time.
Geordie's doing great. He just got back a mark for a math course he took and he got a 97%!!!! I'm so proud of him. He works so hard. We got to go on a REAL date the other day. Mavis took Amelie for the afternoon and Geordie and I went to see King Lear in Stratford and then we went for dinner it was SO nice. We talked about Amelie a lot of the time, but it was still nice to have "grown up" time. We also saw the new harry potter movie and it kicks some major ass. unfortunately we had to sit in the 4th row so I felt pretty gross afterwards.
Where are you going to live when you get home. If you need to stay on our futon until you find a place you're more than welcome.
Well, I guess that's a pretty big update. But what I really wanted to say is that I miss you desperately and I can't wait to have you back. It's only a couple of months now. I really hope you're doing well and get back to me when you have time.
xoxox
Nici
Yes I am aware of my laziness.
I miss you so much. It's really quite ridiculous.
I had a dream about you a few nights ago. You had come home early and it was a surprise and you and I were driving around in a van singing. Odd. But I woke up feeling nice.
Lots of stuff has been going on. It's definitely summer in Toronto and there's lots of stuff to do. On Canada day we went to the island and had a pik-nik then we took the ferry to the harbor-front and we sat at a patio that had a pretty good view of the stage where we saw do make say think and final fantasy. It was pretty good. Anna Lu has a new or not so new beau who we all love. I think we all love him more than Anna. And he has a hot british accent. So that's nice. They are actually all living together at Des and Anna's place. Des and him get along really well, so I think it's a good arrangement.
As always Amelie continues to amaze me. She's crawling around and stirring up shit and I love it. She wants to talk so badly and I can see it happening in the near future. She's eating pretty much everything but the major allergens and I think she's finally starting to gain a little bit of weight. The doctor was a little concerned in our last visit cause she was only in the 2% of weight for a baby her age. But as far as we know everything else is fine. Still no teeth, but I'm really enjoying her gummy smile. She turned 10 months yesterday and we went out for dinner. She's going for another ECHO and ECG at the end of this month and at that point we will most likely be scheduling her next surgery.
I had a bit of a scare about a week ago. I have this small lump in my arm that I got when I was pregnant and having so many weird skin problems when I was pregnant I figured it would go away. However I noticed that since then it had gotten bigger and Geordie was kinda concerned about it. So I went to the doctor and he kinda made a fuss and said that I definitely have to get it removed and that it was too big to remove it without doing surgery blah blah blah. So he got me an appointment with a dermatologist. The dermatologist looked at it and in seconds said it was just weird scar tissue underneath my skin and that there is no medical worry whatsoever and that a lot of doctors kinda freak out when they see it. So I was really relieved.
In other interesting news our condom broke a few weeks ago (boooo) and so I had to take the morning after pill and got siiiiiiiiiiick. and I have continued to feel sick since then. SO I'm kinda worried I might be pregnant which would not be good timing, but that's life I guess. We'll see what happens. So I'm kinda worried about that cause I've been doing things that preggo ladies shouldn't be doing. But as of last night I decided that I'm just going to hold off on my partying until I know for sure.
I joined a gym which makes me pretty happy. I've now lost all my pregnancy weight. Hooray.
I had dinner with Marissa a couple weeks ago. I heard some stories about you. She's a really nice girl and it sounds like she's going through a hard time.
Geordie's doing great. He just got back a mark for a math course he took and he got a 97%!!!! I'm so proud of him. He works so hard. We got to go on a REAL date the other day. Mavis took Amelie for the afternoon and Geordie and I went to see King Lear in Stratford and then we went for dinner it was SO nice. We talked about Amelie a lot of the time, but it was still nice to have "grown up" time. We also saw the new harry potter movie and it kicks some major ass. unfortunately we had to sit in the 4th row so I felt pretty gross afterwards.
Where are you going to live when you get home. If you need to stay on our futon until you find a place you're more than welcome.
Well, I guess that's a pretty big update. But what I really wanted to say is that I miss you desperately and I can't wait to have you back. It's only a couple of months now. I really hope you're doing well and get back to me when you have time.
xoxox
Nici
wow there. Heh
<3