time for parties... well I guess I really just had one. Had an awesome time at a play party I went to on Saturday, let me just say, I think I have a new crush. The Dom I played with was amazing, and I can't wait for another chance to play with him.
So I crashed my scooter, well not really crashed. I layed it down to avoid an accident and skidded down the curb, hurting my right knee, and getting bits of road rash. Luckily no gravel under the skin, and I did not go unconscious. Other then bruising being scratched up and having a stiff right knee, I am perfectly fine. No major injuries, etc, etc.
Still going to work, and yes even with my gimpy knee. Though I think I should be fine in another week.
Still going to work, and yes even with my gimpy knee. Though I think I should be fine in another week.
Contemplating
What to do with my tax refund?
I know half of it is going to my loans, and some is going to my savings, and I am repaying a debt. After that I have enough I could take a trip, or buy lots of goodies for myself.
I could go to Maine, or Washington State, or San Fran again, or maybe New York. Or I could get a new tattoo. Or I could hold on to it, and use it for little pleasures. Treating myself to things I want for a change, instead of being constantly frugal. It is a tough choice.
So many options, I wish I had enough to do it all!
What to do with my tax refund?
I know half of it is going to my loans, and some is going to my savings, and I am repaying a debt. After that I have enough I could take a trip, or buy lots of goodies for myself.
I could go to Maine, or Washington State, or San Fran again, or maybe New York. Or I could get a new tattoo. Or I could hold on to it, and use it for little pleasures. Treating myself to things I want for a change, instead of being constantly frugal. It is a tough choice.
So many options, I wish I had enough to do it all!
Working a wedding today, our first one of the year! Now that the weddings have started so much for my weekends. Oh well, too bad I have to miss the games today, that could have been a lot of fun.
Going to a play party tonight though so yay.
Going to a play party tonight though so yay.
A bit of a rant: Sometimes I get damn tired of being a female.
I would have had a lovely day yesterday, I mean a day of easy work, chocolate, ice cream and dinner with my boyfriend should have been damn lovey. But because my period started yesterday, I spent my whole day in a daze. Between the soreness in my back, the cramps, the headaches, and the severe fatigue, the cloud of menstruation I had to deal with yesterday sucked. I know the first day is always bad for me, but come on. I can't take 'feel better' drugs because they turn my headaches in to migraines. I can barely work as it is on day one, between the pain and fog that I get in, because of the pain and the headaches. And I know I should try birth control, but I really stir away from the stuff, because of the side effects. I don't know, maybe I am to a point in my life where I should start taking the stuff. I am also tired of the crazy mood swings, it is like I loose control of my scenes, I will cry for no reason, and someone can ask me a simple question, and then almost get whiplash from my reply. Either my hormones are just in crazy overload on day one, or there is something else going on. It just drives me crazy that these effects occur to me in one day of suffering. One day a month I am a total bitch, all I want is sleep, and any thing that anyone says to me, seems like an attack, a threat, or an insult. I hate the way I am on those days, and I really am starting to feel helpless about it.
I would have had a lovely day yesterday, I mean a day of easy work, chocolate, ice cream and dinner with my boyfriend should have been damn lovey. But because my period started yesterday, I spent my whole day in a daze. Between the soreness in my back, the cramps, the headaches, and the severe fatigue, the cloud of menstruation I had to deal with yesterday sucked. I know the first day is always bad for me, but come on. I can't take 'feel better' drugs because they turn my headaches in to migraines. I can barely work as it is on day one, between the pain and fog that I get in, because of the pain and the headaches. And I know I should try birth control, but I really stir away from the stuff, because of the side effects. I don't know, maybe I am to a point in my life where I should start taking the stuff. I am also tired of the crazy mood swings, it is like I loose control of my scenes, I will cry for no reason, and someone can ask me a simple question, and then almost get whiplash from my reply. Either my hormones are just in crazy overload on day one, or there is something else going on. It just drives me crazy that these effects occur to me in one day of suffering. One day a month I am a total bitch, all I want is sleep, and any thing that anyone says to me, seems like an attack, a threat, or an insult. I hate the way I am on those days, and I really am starting to feel helpless about it.
Been very busy, I have been quite a social butterfly lately. I have also been busy playing with a new dominant in my life. And been busy with work, it is wedding season at work now. Lots of long days in my future. I'll try to better about updating this journal.
I have been working at my new job for about 3 months now and I am loving it, my boss is awesome and I get a better quality of life with it. I can actually go out and do things.
Also I really need to work on putting together some sets otherwise I am going to run out of time for my trial period.
Helping friends with their new gig in Charlotte, my friends are running a new event called Delirium it should great!
Also I really need to work on putting together some sets otherwise I am going to run out of time for my trial period.
Helping friends with their new gig in Charlotte, my friends are running a new event called Delirium it should great!
another year gone, and once again I too much to drink new year's eve, but that is okay, I'm still young and should enough my ability to heal quickly while it lasts. I'm back from visiting my family and friends. I hope everybody else had a good time with theirs.
There is the smell of cookies in the air, holiday music in my ears, I can see the flashing lights of my tree, and the presents underneath, the stockings are hung, and my birthday has passed, so it must be Christmas time. I am so excited, and get to open gifts and see my family and friends. I love this time of year.
