Today is one of those kind of days that really bring home everything that SuicideGirls and all who belong means to me.
My dad has spent the day trying to tell me that he has been talking to a young woman sitting in a chair across from him. I'm the only other person in the house and he hasn't spoken to me all day. So one may see how I am a bit melancholy, if not downright sad. It's tough to watch a parent fade in and out of lucidity, knowing those lucid moments are getting fewer and farther between.
It's in these moments I can escape to my lifeline that is SG.
See a new set, visit an old favorite, comment on a blog, crack a joke along the way.
I've said it before, I'll say it again. You save me SG and I will always love you for that.
My dad has spent the day trying to tell me that he has been talking to a young woman sitting in a chair across from him. I'm the only other person in the house and he hasn't spoken to me all day. So one may see how I am a bit melancholy, if not downright sad. It's tough to watch a parent fade in and out of lucidity, knowing those lucid moments are getting fewer and farther between.
It's in these moments I can escape to my lifeline that is SG.
See a new set, visit an old favorite, comment on a blog, crack a joke along the way.
I've said it before, I'll say it again. You save me SG and I will always love you for that.
If I can do the following, then I will do the following:
1. If I can lose 20-25 pounds around my midsection
2. If I can gain a modicum of self confidence without the use of any artificial stimulants
3. If I can learn how to take decent photographs of myself with adequate equipment, because I sure as fuck don't want anyone else taking shots of me.
If I can do all that, I promise to SG that I will do the following before my current membership is over:
I WILL SUBMIT A SET TO SUICIDE BOYS.
See, I used to not mind being naked. Somewhere along the line, I got old, I got fat, I lost my nerve. Well thanks to SG, I'm getting my nerve back. Still fat, but I can change that, Still old, but don't have to act it.
So if you can do it, why the fuck can't I?
1. If I can lose 20-25 pounds around my midsection
2. If I can gain a modicum of self confidence without the use of any artificial stimulants
3. If I can learn how to take decent photographs of myself with adequate equipment, because I sure as fuck don't want anyone else taking shots of me.
If I can do all that, I promise to SG that I will do the following before my current membership is over:
I WILL SUBMIT A SET TO SUICIDE BOYS.
See, I used to not mind being naked. Somewhere along the line, I got old, I got fat, I lost my nerve. Well thanks to SG, I'm getting my nerve back. Still fat, but I can change that, Still old, but don't have to act it.
So if you can do it, why the fuck can't I?
Have you ever wanted to do something that you just couldn't (or wouldn't) do?
Because:
1. It's illegal
2. It's immoral or at least unethical
3. You lack the physical ability
4. You can't afford it
5. Any combination of the above
What would that "it" be? No repercussions, no one gets hurt. And you only get to do it once.
Play along. It'll be fun. Maybe.
And on an unrelated personal note, I have a question for the technos out in SG land. My internet connection seems to disappear every evening around 8PM my time, only to reappear as if it never left around 9 the next morning. My internet provider is possessed of the least helpful help desk on the planet (won't mention names but everyone seems to be named Jay). I've done all the troubleshooting, rebooting, resetting etc,. Anyone have any ideas?
So if I'm responding to a message, commenting on a set etc..and I seem to disappear, I/m not mad, it's just my internet on walkabout.
Until we meet again on life's long lonesome highway. I remain, me.
Because:
1. It's illegal
2. It's immoral or at least unethical
3. You lack the physical ability
4. You can't afford it
5. Any combination of the above
What would that "it" be? No repercussions, no one gets hurt. And you only get to do it once.
Play along. It'll be fun. Maybe.
And on an unrelated personal note, I have a question for the technos out in SG land. My internet connection seems to disappear every evening around 8PM my time, only to reappear as if it never left around 9 the next morning. My internet provider is possessed of the least helpful help desk on the planet (won't mention names but everyone seems to be named Jay). I've done all the troubleshooting, rebooting, resetting etc,. Anyone have any ideas?
So if I'm responding to a message, commenting on a set etc..and I seem to disappear, I/m not mad, it's just my internet on walkabout.
Until we meet again on life's long lonesome highway. I remain, me.
The "50s era beat comedian "Brother" Dave Gardner, in one of his routines once said,
"Well let's do this again. Now how are you gonna do that. Again. You can't do anything again, brother. Once it's done, it's gone man. You can do something similar".
This leads me to my treatise on sets.
Every set is unique. LET ME REPEAT. Every set is unique. Sure, similarities exist. But every one brings something different to the table. The model is different. The basic setting is a little different, Backgrounds are different. Similar yes. Same no.
For me, and I speak only for me, nuance is the key. What is the message, if indeed there is one. Is there a story being told? Is the set merely one of raw sexuality. Look beyond the obvious. Love the differences, they are worth seeking out,
And I end this sermon with a few opinions.
1. Go to the sets you love and the models you love, and love them some more. If they're in MR or they're a hopeful (or both) so much the better. But don't ignore the sets you've known for awhile. They have feelings too.
2. Find someone new and love their set (s). Remember if you've not seen it, it's new to you.
3. Creativity should at all times be encouraged. This does not contradict my statement that no sets are the same, in fact it embraces that statement.
4. Aesthetics rule. Pro shot or self shot, it matters not. People are putting themselves out there for us, find something that pleases you,
5. If you must criticize, be constructive.
DON'T BE HATIN'/
Love the SGs. Love the hopefuls. Without them, what indeed are we?
Sermon is over, leave tithes and offerings at the door. (Love the members too).
"Well let's do this again. Now how are you gonna do that. Again. You can't do anything again, brother. Once it's done, it's gone man. You can do something similar".
This leads me to my treatise on sets.
Every set is unique. LET ME REPEAT. Every set is unique. Sure, similarities exist. But every one brings something different to the table. The model is different. The basic setting is a little different, Backgrounds are different. Similar yes. Same no.
For me, and I speak only for me, nuance is the key. What is the message, if indeed there is one. Is there a story being told? Is the set merely one of raw sexuality. Look beyond the obvious. Love the differences, they are worth seeking out,
And I end this sermon with a few opinions.
1. Go to the sets you love and the models you love, and love them some more. If they're in MR or they're a hopeful (or both) so much the better. But don't ignore the sets you've known for awhile. They have feelings too.
2. Find someone new and love their set (s). Remember if you've not seen it, it's new to you.
3. Creativity should at all times be encouraged. This does not contradict my statement that no sets are the same, in fact it embraces that statement.
4. Aesthetics rule. Pro shot or self shot, it matters not. People are putting themselves out there for us, find something that pleases you,
5. If you must criticize, be constructive.
DON'T BE HATIN'/
Love the SGs. Love the hopefuls. Without them, what indeed are we?
Sermon is over, leave tithes and offerings at the door. (Love the members too).
Today I want to talk about nicknames.
Come on now, we all have them. We had them growing up, pet names, code names that only our best friends knew about in that secret language you shared.
As I put this out there, it's only fair I start with me, when with a little why thrown in:
1. Kuykendall-as in "Hey Kuykendall, fetch my bag of my own frozen feces so that I may fertilize my pot in the richest soil possible"' I was constantly referred to by last name in junior high and high school. I found it degrading and disrespectful. Call me by my first name or don't called me at all.
2. Bark- the president's secretary at a company I worked for insisted on calling me Bark. Memory lapse or speech impediment, I have no idea.
3. Marcus Welby, Dr. Welby, or the Doctor-came from a dear friend, after the television series, and seeing as my name is Mark, well, you know...but now when we e-mail back and forth, she calls me
4. Rev or The Rev- as I actually am an ordained minister (seriously). in this case, she just likes jacking with me.
My favorite is the Doctor, but seeing there is already a Doctor on SG, you can call me what you want except late for dinner.
Come on now, play along, join in the fun. I don't want to die alone.
Peace my children
Come on now, we all have them. We had them growing up, pet names, code names that only our best friends knew about in that secret language you shared.
As I put this out there, it's only fair I start with me, when with a little why thrown in:
1. Kuykendall-as in "Hey Kuykendall, fetch my bag of my own frozen feces so that I may fertilize my pot in the richest soil possible"' I was constantly referred to by last name in junior high and high school. I found it degrading and disrespectful. Call me by my first name or don't called me at all.
2. Bark- the president's secretary at a company I worked for insisted on calling me Bark. Memory lapse or speech impediment, I have no idea.
3. Marcus Welby, Dr. Welby, or the Doctor-came from a dear friend, after the television series, and seeing as my name is Mark, well, you know...but now when we e-mail back and forth, she calls me
4. Rev or The Rev- as I actually am an ordained minister (seriously). in this case, she just likes jacking with me.
My favorite is the Doctor, but seeing there is already a Doctor on SG, you can call me what you want except late for dinner.
Come on now, play along, join in the fun. I don't want to die alone.
Peace my children
