yea thats what i've been doing and i just feel like now isn't the time for this. and if i want to get into modeling i need to start somewhere else, this is definitely not the place to break out or practice, it would just be a waste of space in MR. i just need to weigh out all my options and like you said find the pro's and con's before making any hasty decisions.
hahah i should have a camera crew follow me around
