Wow. I'm sorry that something/someone made you feel that way.

You're certainly right about part of it. You are the only person you can truly trust. And in my opinion, all people have some inborn selfishness and arrogance.

And there are a lot of women who flaunt their bodies to get what they want. I have always been impressed by the fact that you don't play that game. But in fairness, you have a lot of talents that many other women don't have. And you're secure enough in yourself not to need that kind of attention.

But I also think that most people have at least some good in them, some kindness. I will admit, however, that there are days when I feel a lot like what you posted here.

I won't send you a hug. But I do hope that you get treated better than you have apparently been treated recently.

sounds like you've been hit by a bullet with butterfly wings.
today's climate is very much "me" generated. anything you
say or do can be put out in the world for, literally, all to see.
that can only breed the worst in people unfortunately...
what has to happen to reverse this trend?

I hope you and your boyfriend didn't break up, You seamed like such a great couple.

most people are weak, not ugly (unless you think that weak = ugly) . they don't have enough courage to be honest to themselves and the people around them. nobody wants to be alone so everyone is playing the game.

that said however i don't think it's all bad. even the shallow and often meaningless niceness of smilies, hugs, etc. that is so common in online communication is ok as long as you are aware of it and don't overrate it.

oh yeah? was it the comment about how I hate it when bartenders talk to you?

Yeah, it really hurts when that happens. Been there.

I hope things improve for you in that area. You don't deserve betrayal.

you're like John Leguizamo's character in the Happening with all your statistics...

feel free to vent more descriptivly.

oooh yeah. Either I was drunk when I wrote that or it was awhile ago cuz I totally forgot about it. but yeah, my stance still holds fast. As we all know, T&A does not equal wit. but for some reason many of the horny boys on this site fail to realize that. They're too busy worrying about what some hot chick with dreadlocks and boobies on the internet miiiiles away might think of them if they say something to make 'em look bad.

and yeah, some of the girls on this site - not only SGs - think that just cuz they have a tattoo and post a nekkid picture of themselves on the interweb gives them the right to be selfish and narcissistic (but yknow, it's okay, cuz they're "alternative" and their brand of narcissism isn't the same as all of those other "conventionally beautiful" women's narcissism. "It's okay that I'm an asshole cuz I'm just not THAT kind of an asshole." )

In fact, that's why I've become less and less active on SG. It's just become a huge whore of a site that ferments people's (women in particular and their adoring boy drones) own narcissism. This site has lost A LOT of its original pizazz.

Sorry for the rant-fest. But now that I've spoken out, don't be surprised if my account mysteriously disappears like all of those people's a couple years ago when they spoke out about their dissatisfaction with SG. Anyway, thanks for the add and feel free to hit me up with a misanthropic comment anytime.