life+women+me=complicated

I woke up this morning to find Toby sleeping next to me. He was all curled in a ball, so I curled up around him and went back to sleep. I woke up again for a second and he was cleaning himself, I kind of looked at him and fell asleep. He then decided that I need some sugars because the next thing I feel was his tongue on my cheek and nose... LOL

Just had candlelight dinner with my daughters, it has become and every night that they are here thing... Its cute, we put on some Hendrix and all sat down and ate.

Then me and my oldest, Zoe, danced to Jimi's "Remember":

Oh, remember the mocking bird, my baby bun
He used to sing for his supper, baby
Yes he used to sing for his supper, babe
He used to sing so sweet
Since my baby left me he ain't sang for two long days
Oh, remember the blue-birds and the honey bees,
They used to sing for sunshine
They used to sing for the flowers
They used to sing so sweet
But since my baby left me they ain't sang in two long days
Hey pretty baby, come on back to me
Make ev'ry body as happy as can be
So, baby, if you'll please come home again you know i'll
Kiss you for my supper,
You know I'll kiss you for my dinner, yeah!
But, ah, if you don't come back you know I'll have to
Starve to death
'cus I ain't had one kiss all day now
Please remember
You've got to remember
You've got to remember our love
Come on back, baby, come on back in my arms,
I'll make ev'rything that better
Come on, baby, hurry up now
Can you hear me calling you back again now?
Come on, baby, stop jiving around, hurry home, hurry home



All in all a good night

Now I have to write an article review for psychology

I am so unmotivated today, and it sucks. I slept from 10am to like 1:30pm this afternoon, and I am still a bit drowsy. I dont know what that is all about, but my schedule is crazy sometimes. Between being a single dad, work, classes, and all that...

My knee is still killing me. I was going to go snowshoeing today, had all my equipment ready, pack loaded, but I woke up and made the decision to take it easy on this knee. That is really unusual for me, I am the push it 'till it gets better kind of person. I think I am going to try accupuncture though, I really dont like the idea of a doctor loolking at it...

I have to figure out my love life I really do...

I dont know what to eat for dinner? Fried Spam and eggs? Pork chop and salad?

I dont know about me and women.

An X from way back in the day contacted me last year, we dated for a few weeks, nothing serious. But then, all of a sudden she stopped taking my calls, and got really wierd with me. Found out she had a guy (she lives out of town).

So she keeps in contact with me, just here and there I would get a text or phone call. Then one day here she is, moving back to town and wanting to date....

I am tired. I feel in love with a woman, but not in the right situation. And it sucks. I want her, but I fear giving her an ultimatum by asking her to choose, but I guess I should. For both of our sakes.

My boy Toby. Or Tobs as we call him. He was really little in this shot, I need to get some updated photos of him. He is getting his nads chopped on Thursday:

I dont know what is going on with SG, but there has been a bunch of new sets in the last few days. I like this