fuck life.
that is all.

Today is the 13th. Aka "valentines day eve"
Sooo I'm unemployed currently, well I have a part time job but my full time job laid me off because the company went under and I'm relying on unemployment.
Well I fucked up a form of course..... so I have 12 dollars for valentines day.
I figure a nice card, a single red rose, and a framed picture of me and my girlfriend is all I can do. At least. Its a nice gesture and I know she'll love it, I just wish I could do more.

I had this whole beach getaway planned with rosepetals and candles for the hotel room but it looks like that's gonna have to wait a week now. :/

No worries I just want my girlie to be happy tomorrow she deserves it for making me as happy as she does


So what do u guys think? Any vday tips for the rollin low dough club?

lazy day today.
should have done my taxes, but i didnt. hopefully tomorrow.
maybe going to the farm show today not sure yet.

i live in a small dairy community in central california where we are the home to the worlds largest agriculture show. we've got nothing to do in this town normally, soo every year us city folk get together and make fun of the shit kickers buying tractors in plaid rain vests.
plus this shit brings in thousands of ppl from all over the world. so theres tons of foreigners to mess with, and lots of different cultures coming together for the love of crops.

damn...all i want right now is another bowl im not baked enough for the farm show yet haha

ive got a full day ahead of myself. and i gotta find some time to figure out a valentines day gift for the girlie,shes working all day so that gives me time to get out and do some shopping.
buuuuuuuuuut i have a full day today

taxes-getting that done today
school interview-today also, lets hope i make it back into school
tattoo appt.- i get my sleeve worked on some more i cant wait until its finished, only about 3 or 4 more sessions to go
a party?- yup on a tuesday

sooooo hopefully i can get myself out of bed right now to go get started on my busy ass day.
hows everyone elses V-day plans lookin so far?

I am currently smelling like a baby soaked in antifreeze.

Not by choice of course. My lower radiator hose busted on my way to work today.
I made it to work but my car was fucked. Sooo I called the girlie who was at home cleaning and she came by with tools for me and went and picked up the parts I needed.

So after a struggle I got both hoses on lol. Buuut my work is out of soap and I only found baby wipes to clean with sooooo I used like half the big ass container to clean myself up.

And that brings us to why I smell like a babys ass mixed with coolant, I can't wait to get off work n shower haha. I hope you all have an amazing day today

Yesterday 5 years ago one of my best friends died a tragic death.
yesterday was a day where fond memories kept his spirit alive inside everyone who he touched.
I miss him and will always remember the great times we shared.
I think everyone should take the time to truly try and understand the significant people in their lives.
Sometimes we take situations for granted or we do things that we later regret.

So I implore anyone reading this to go out and do or say something special to all the people who matter to you. Our time on this planet is short lived, and before you realize it some things can be taken away in the blink of an eye.
Go out, be free, have fun, and make sure not to take things for granted. The rest of life's little intricacies will fall neatly into place and your personal world will be so much better off.

Sooooo.

Today is Thursday and I'm at work all day. Work always gives me lots of time to work on my art.
I started going through my blackbook and found myself hating most of my work.
So I began fixing up piece after piece; sketches that were never finished, full pieces, and even rough outlines that were just ideas. If I couldn't bring it up to the caliber I wanted it at I ripped it out.

I feel like I just started spring cleaning lol. Hopefully with a fresh blackbook and a new perspective on where I'm taking my art ill be able to really focus and turn out some good pieces.
So I'm stoked off of that.

I've got 4 hours of work left, if I really wanted to I could finish up detailing a piece I've been working on since last week, but of course I'm preoccupying myself with this site lol.
Sooo I gotta get back to work but when I finish some of my newer pieces ill post em up.
Anyone else working on any art projects?

so new years went well.

me n the girlie smoked out all day and drank all night haha.
the ball dropped, we kissed, then retired early. lol.
i woke up the next morning to a trashed house, and most of our furniture was broken, or in the backyard on fire.

protip:a party cannot distinguish between firewood and furniture once they are collectively drunk.

haha epic way to start the year

well its been a whiiiile. buuuut im back now