I haven't been much around, and maybe it's better this way, maybe I will update later.

I'm learning finnish right now!

There's a place where lovers go
To cry their troubles away
And they call it Lonesome Town
Where the broken hearts stay.

You can buy a dream or two,
To last you all through the years
And the only price you pay
Is a heart full of tears.

Goin' down to lonesome town,
Where the broken hearts stay,
Goin' down to lonesome town
To cry my troubles away.

In the town of broken dreams,
The streets are filled with regret,
Maybe down in lonesome town,
I can learn to forget.

Maybe down in lonesome town,
I can learn to forget.

Ricky Nelson (R.I.P.)

Why am i dead inside?

I think it s time for a new post, as I always forget things when i want to write them, I will write whatever comes to my mind so don t mind the randomness of what i say in this post

so the hard drive of my computer is dead, i hope i can salvage some important files out of it !

it s supposed to be summer but it keeps raining

I ve been cycling a lot with my new bicycle and it feels awesome ! I m now thinking about starting to customize it, first with some cool accessories, and later with paint job and maybe pinstripes!

I now have the right infos for my loans for the shop and it s good, just a few things to go through, then finding a good location, and I should be able to start, hopefully before the end of the year!!

I still haven t found hapiness and I m scared I will remain a sad man and die with lots of regrets, which is something I would like to avoid, like if I could leave this world with a smile accross my face, knowing that I had good things in my life so I can leave with a light heart! damned I miss that feeling called love, and being in love, you know, that feeling that makes you stronger no matter what is thrown at you...

next weekend I m going to Stockholm for the weekend and it s gonna be shopping and good food!! I ll go to that nice vegetarian restaurant called Hermans that has a huge buffet for a good price, and I ll be spending a few euros in a custom culture shop called Sivletto, both located in the nice part of Stockholm called Södermalm. Plus I ll be staying again on that boat turned into a hostel ! should be a good weekend indeed!
If any member or SG from sweden wants to meet me, let me know...

that s all for now

So my computer has been out of order for almost a week, it got killed by the awesomeness of a GUTTER DEMONS song, well it s just some internal error with windows files that are corrupted, or if it s more serious then it s the hard drive that went to a better place, i hope it s the first case as i can fix it with just reinstalling windows, the second case would mean losing some valuable data and some nice pictures!i m using my gfriend s computer!

in other news, i finally got my bicycle yesterday and it s kick ass!! seriously, i went cycling, no i meant cruising, for 2 hours yesterday, it feels so good, here s a picture of it!




only 4 days of work left for me from the 13th of june till the 16th (my birthday) then i m out of work until the 12th of august
oh well let s call it holidays


finnish midsummer is coming and i should be spending it with some people in a summer cottage by a lake!! that is quite cool i think!!!

that s all for the moment, have fun everyone, i m gonna go cycling and get healthy, that is if it s not raining and if i can resist these m&ms!

I deleted all the pics in my albums, it's the begining of the end i think!
my account ends in august, i don't think i will renew it !!

I just spend too much time on the net, i have no life at the moment>>>>>> i live in helsinki Finland, where i

don't know anyone apart from my gf, i don't speak the language but that's ok cos i'm fluent in english (and i'm

gonna learn finnish), i'm alone all day, with no one to see, i have an occasional job as a paperboy where i

work alone, i've lost contact with some of my good friends in france due to me living in Ireland for almost 4

years, i'm only in touch with one of them. Since i don't do much during the day, i have a tendency to stay up very late at night something around 4 in the morning! and then i get up late as well

i'm kinda broke so there are lots of things i can't do. this why i need to save money where i

can and sg is taking a bit of my money and my time too. i just want to get back to a real life, with friends and

good times, this hasn't happen for years now, i miss it, this is not a life, i'm losing control over myself

because i have too much time with nothing to do, i'm fed up with being alone, it's all fucked up.



so that's it, i guess i will be around until august then i should disappear from here like a ship in the mist, slowly and silently!

of course i will leave something for people who want to contact me! (and you never know i might change my mind)

i'm grateful to all the people who take time to read my stupid blog entries and leave comments, if only we could have met in real life!

so long...

Nothing going on

I feel very lonely and empty inside

I'm still in the process of gathering info to open a shop here in helsinki

I wonder if I should stay on this website

I feel like I miss something or someone

So, in august i m gonna see the STRAY CATS, but in april i m gonna see the MISFITS!!! yeah!!!
also in may i m adding some bats to my latest tattoo (which i still haven't taken any pics of, but my tattoo artist should have some)!
Had an appointment last tuesday with a counselor to make calculations about my plan to open a shop here in helsinki!! i'm so excited: i basically need €20 000 to start my business, well i need a loan then, which is great, i'm sure any bank would love to lend money to a dude with tattoos who come out of nowhere with a crazy idea about a Kustom Kulture clothing shop!!! fingers crossed!!! we'll see what happens!!!
that s it for now!!

edited to say: IF YOU SGs HAVE TO FIGHT BETWEEN YOURSELVES FOR WHATEVER REASONS, DO IT IN PRIVACY, THAT IS DEAL WITH IT TOGETHER VIA EMAILS OR MESSAGES BUT DON'T POST ANYTHING ABOUT IT ON YOUR BLOGS, DON'T GET US INVOLVED IN IT, WE MEMBERS ARE NOT HERE TO GET INVOLVED IN SOME BULLSHIT STUPID TEENAGE FIGHTS, AND WE DON'T WANT TO HAVE TO PICK A SIDE, SO PLEASE GET WISER!! RESPECT IS THE KEY TO A BETTER LIFE!! THANKS!!