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JUNE 8, 2013 @ 11:33 PM | NO COMMENTS


i am going to be taking a break from blogging not sure when i will blog again . frown
MAY 24, 2013 @ 12:07 AM | NO COMMENTS


Well that day i was talking about was a fucking nightmare !!!! But i still have not gotten discouraged ! there is still a harem of women available mine for the taking !!!!! Believe it or not i found a women who was born on the same day as me ! the same month and the same year !!!!! i could not believe it ! I knew i had to write an e-mail to this women ! i did she sent a visiting application i can't wait to see her ! It is going to be fun .

With all those women there i feel like i am a pimp daddy . So what if there in prison ? I don't care !!!!! I am sure i am going to get along with her great ! Last week i picked up one of my friends from the prison . She was so happy to be out ! We went to vallejo we rented a hotel room walked on the bay spent the night together and then i took her to her mom's house . We did it twice that day . Never in my life have i ever done it twice in one day ! It was a day i will never forget ,

I was able to call her today , She wanted to go to long beach but she does not think that they will transfer her .
The drug program is not a " valid address " I am so happy i so did not want her to go to long beach ! In the movies the guy chases after the girl to the airport and stops her from taking her flight . In real life , i would tell her that my life is here and that i can't go with her .

That is why i don't like to watch romantic comedies . There is a saying if you love something let it go if it comes back to you , you can keep it . That is one of my mottos . I pursue a women , but i do not CHASE after them . I hope me and this women can see each other again but i know she does not want a " steady boyfriend . " I am not dissapointed , i mean i can call a girl and have fun with her .

It is hard being a " hobyist " But i tell people i only have open relationships . This weekend i am going to start passing out my business cards . I just got my website up ! The last blog was a downer , now want to try to write more happy blogs .
MAY 10, 2013 @ 03:01 PM | NO COMMENTS


Time for an update . Thus past weekend mire specifically Sunday has been a day from hell . First if all the women I visited told me she did nor want a steady boyfriend ! Then she told me she wanted to move back to long beach . She has no drivers license she has no ged . So it will he difficult for her. But I still want to pick her up ans have some fun with her on wed.

As I might not see her for a while she said she still wants to be friends with benifits . Not enough that doesn't cut it but I won't cut her off . I'll see what happens on Wednesday .. so now I am writing new girls . I saw one who has the same birthday as me ! Believe it or not . Same year same month same day ! 10/05/73 ! What are the odds ?

Well in all my life I never came across a women who was born on the sameday I was ! On the other hand I had a great visit with another women . I got to take my pic with her I got to touch her body it was great . Now I can schedule appointments on v pass no more waiting in the visitor processing ! Come Wednesday I am positive I will have fin with Becky .

I am pretty sure I am not going to lose contact with her when she gets out . Whi knows maybe she will changer her mind after a while and want to come back to Sacramento ? I can't wait tovsee Lynn again . Now come the 19tj I can schedule an appoint even. During the week . Sunday it is going to he crowded as fuck ! With mithersday all those people warning to see their daughters and brining their children to the prison , I would not want to see the visiting room .

Luckily I won't have to wait to be processed again. To visit any one !
APRIL 26, 2013 @ 04:02 PM | NO COMMENTS


I just git back from the shooting range . I am stuck in traffic it is almost 4 my hands ate hurting and they are very sore . I have nit fine to a shooting range in month . Due to the costs and the distance it is not something I do very often . I am with q friend right now . U rented a 38 revolver and we got to shoot some of his grandmas guns .

I got a call from a oscychuc company . I don't really believe in that but if I can make money doing that than whi am I to judge ? I saw it done on my ink . I love that show . Do I want to be an artist. ? Never in a million years . I have a condition that vriples my motor skills . My gr gets out of prison soon. So u am really looking forward to see her.not much is going on . I got my business cards so now I want to get a website too.

I saw the latest evil dead movie it was ok . If you like gory scary movies you would Luke that movie . I am in the car now so it is a little hard to type . I don't like typing in the car but I got bored and decided to blog on the road .I soo lookf forward to seeing my hf I can't wait ! Earlier today u saw an old child hood friend if mine . He just git out of jail we ate breakfast at mimiids .
APRIL 12, 2013 @ 01:57 PM | NO COMMENTS


Today is an important day for me . Five years ago my whole life changed . Everything just cake crashing down . One day I was was up on the wheel of life then later that same day I crashed I went fro having just about everything to practically nothing . I still remember like it was yesterday . I wad fired from my job.

For something I did not do. It was so awful I could not stop crying ! It is amizing that I did not get into an accident . Well thatvday on April 8th 2008 I wad involontarly taken to the fucking looney bin ! I arrived at three inthw morning they kept me waiting in a hospital for hours . I could barely sleep.

The mqtresses were so thin I wad practically sleeping on paper . I woke up I heard one of the doctors playing this land is my land this land is your land . Met some crazy characters . It would not surprise me at all if some of the people are still in there . I know what your thinking, what is so special about it being 5 ueardls now ?

Well by state law I could not lawfully buy a gun I wad sad but now that 5 year's has.passed I can ! For those of you who don't know I am a huge believer in the second ammendment . I visited my ft in prison again she gets out in May . When I was there we totally felt each other up . We were breaking a few rules. Sunday the family bus came i waited four hours to visit her for one hour . I learned my lesson nit to visit her on Sunday any more !
MARCH 22, 2013 @ 02:03 PM | NO COMMENTS


I wish I had more to report . I passed my test ! Finally ! I am so excited ! I wish I could have spent more time in Seattle . I am sure I would have loved it . Yesterday I made a decision . I decided to leave the international private investigators union . I joined several years ago . For the longest time I wanted to be a private detective

I one day decided to do a google search thinking there was a.private detective union. Sure enough there was . I think it was in 2008 or in 2009. But I remember it was close to summer . I don't remember were I was working at the time but I do remember I was not happy. Well u read the membership application took the test and paid th. Fees

I was hoping they would give me a few cases they did . I then ordered my belt clip badge and u started to work . Only the cases were bounty hit or miss cases so I was not happy . It was then I decided that I would try to get licensed and when I do get licensed I would cancel my membership. They had some clever marketing tools .

Thinking it would help I invested more money . But it didn't help so I started to read the licensing requirements . Found New jersey gave it a shot and it failed . I tried ca that failed to . Than I tried WA I tried and I succeded . I still tember were to apply as I considered ma and tx . I can operate in ca with an out of state.license . But as I looked at other states specifically tx I found tali . Texas associations of license investigators I figure that would be my next step.
MARCH 8, 2013 @ 01:48 PM | NO COMMENTS


Now that I am not sick any more it is blog time. Well it is over , finally over . I took my private detective test . 75 questions had to fly hundreds of miles away rent a hotel room pay an incredible expensive taxi fare but now it i. Over . I can't belive it ! It was such a huge relief to get that shit over with. Next time Ivan renting a car and I am not taking any more taxis .

They ate just too fucking expensive . I never rented a car before but I would do that over taking a taxi any time . I can miss up to 25 questions and still pass . After I took the test I went back and made some corrections . I am 100 percent positive that I passed the test . The weather in Seattle was shit but I was expecting that .

I realized I am a man of the coast I have to live in a state neat the ocean . I love ships I I wanted to go to the peer but I did not have time . After the test was over I had to go back on the plane . Because the test took so long I barely had time to get on the plane . For some reason the plane had first class . Who the fuck flies first class on a 1 hour flight ?

I could have bill gates money and I would not fly first class it just isn't worthit . Flying was the worst part of it . Not that I was scarred but it is just too tedious . For all the people who feel uncomfortable during the pat downs I can only say this . Boo hoo get over it . It only takes 30 seconds stop being a whimp get over it !
FEBRUARY 22, 2013 @ 03:03 PM | NO COMMENTS


Dear blog I am sick
FEBRUARY 8, 2013 @ 02:15 PM | NO COMMENTS


It is blog time . I am going to be house siting this weekend . The people i am house sitting for are going to Disneyland . I have not been to Disneyland since I was a teenager . I would like to take my gf when she gets out if prison but it is expensive . Well we wil probobly just go for one day .

Maybe or maybe not go to a hotel . I was supposed to take my private detective test but I had to postpone it .ia am so frusterated right now I can just fucking scream . I really wanted this test to be over with but I have to tak. It in march maybe I can stay an extra night now.

I am going up to take the test in Seattle wa never been there before really want to go .today is the day side effects comes out I want to see it tomorrow . I started to play final fantasy xii-2 . So far it is part game part movie .I wish I could live in a world like final fantasy . The thing that us different is in this game. You select your attacks like in pokemon .

I am not used to games like that but the scenery and dialogue is what keeps me playing . I wish I can play an a o game but for some reason game consoles have put there feet down . They won't allow a game rated a o on any game console only for pc. Still they are scarce , I mean I know they are hard to sell but why not put the in adult stores ?
JANUARY 25, 2013 @ 04:48 PM | NO COMMENTS


Note to self , do not give the same person more than 2 chances . Otherwise they will just take advantage of you ! On another note , i am very much pro the second ammendment ! when i save my money i want to purchase some fire arms . fuck this assault weapon ban ! It is a direct violation on my 2nd amendment right. The right to bear arms shall not be infringed ! Still it is going to be a long process .

I saw two movies since the last time i blogged . The first one was django unchained , total waste of money .
I hated it so much !!!!! I don't know why hollywood wants to dramatize the past so much . I mean yeah the wild
west was tough but i mean come on that movie way over did it ! People complain about the original girl with the dragon tattoo was too violent . Well django unchained was a fucking blood bath !

The other movie i watched was a lot better . Zero dark thirty , after watching the special on national geographic i wanted to see the movie . While the special on national geographic was more mondain the movie explained it a lot more . My favorite part of the movie was when the troops were getting into the house.I used to work in bail enforcement so i can almost relate . We did not have all of the resources that they had in the movie .

I have been studying for my private detective test . I thought about it last night . I made the appointment to take it on the 6th of february . I am totally tripping out as a result . I so wish i can see the test so i know what i will need to study ! frown
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