Ok been late on the blogs I know got ny surety bond for my private detective license need to send it . I'll try to bebetter after Christmas . Sorry for the delay .
I could not sleep last night . I called my urologist last night and I made an appointment. It is still far off but I have one now which is great no one should have any night like the one I had last night . I don't know what is happining . My so called nephrologist is not doing a god damn thing to help me ! I am really pissed off right now !
Thanksgiving came and went did not really care for it . Not a fan of turkey . Ran into an old friend who I haven't spent time with in ages ,, saw life opu and playbook loved both of them .have not seen sky fall not a fan of danial Craig once so ever . Been reading lots if mangalove that stiff . Just finished negasarate airanto . Read it at mangareadet.net
I tried to get some info about the wa private detective agency test . They have not Bern talking to me or returning my calls . They are usrles as fuck don't try to talk to thepigroup they won't help you at all . So basically I am on my own .I was hoping I would not have to take this test. A 75 question test can muss up to 25 .some one help me . Been waking up late as a rwult from sleeping poorly night from last slept wonderfully .
Thanksgiving came and went did not really care for it . Not a fan of turkey . Ran into an old friend who I haven't spent time with in ages ,, saw life opu and playbook loved both of them .have not seen sky fall not a fan of danial Craig once so ever . Been reading lots if mangalove that stiff . Just finished negasarate airanto . Read it at mangareadet.net
I tried to get some info about the wa private detective agency test . They have not Bern talking to me or returning my calls . They are usrles as fuck don't try to talk to thepigroup they won't help you at all . So basically I am on my own .I was hoping I would not have to take this test. A 75 question test can muss up to 25 .some one help me . Been waking up late as a rwult from sleeping poorly night from last slept wonderfully .
Ok now it is time for a new blog . Last time it was early in the morning I had to get lab work done I was way to pissed off to do a blog . Well this past weekend I did something wildband crazy . I drove two hours stayed at a motel and visited two loved ones who are incarcerated at the state prison .
First I arrived there at about 6 pm. I went to the prison first . I have to say . The place were the prison is located does not suit me. Chowchilla ca is a small rural town . If you like small towns it is the place for you . If not stay out. People always want to avoid living in places with prisons .
Ironically there isva federal prison near me . Folson federal prison . And that prison made a great impact for Folsom . What happens is that people come from all over the state to visit their loved ones . So they drive for hours. Than they need s place to stay for the night so they rent a room .
As a result they build hotels and that helps the economy . It was weird at first coming in and seeing all the inmates . The prison uniforms are all blue . The visitors are nit allowed to wear blue . They assign tables . So I sat at table eleven . I waited for a while I was nervous . Than she came and sat down we spike we played games we kissed . Over all I had a great visit.
First I arrived there at about 6 pm. I went to the prison first . I have to say . The place were the prison is located does not suit me. Chowchilla ca is a small rural town . If you like small towns it is the place for you . If not stay out. People always want to avoid living in places with prisons .
Ironically there isva federal prison near me . Folson federal prison . And that prison made a great impact for Folsom . What happens is that people come from all over the state to visit their loved ones . So they drive for hours. Than they need s place to stay for the night so they rent a room .
As a result they build hotels and that helps the economy . It was weird at first coming in and seeing all the inmates . The prison uniforms are all blue . The visitors are nit allowed to wear blue . They assign tables . So I sat at table eleven . I waited for a while I was nervous . Than she came and sat down we spike we played games we kissed . Over all I had a great visit.
Well this might be a short blog . Ivan so tired right now it is ridiculous . I had no money for the month of October . The application fee is hurting me have to go
I am in a financial bind right now . The application fee is really hurting me . I am doing my best to save my money . Although I am still not sure that I am going to make it this month n in the past there have been times that I did run put of money . The longest was three month I think. But now I have over draft protection .
It is still the middle of the month which for me is a bad thing . The rest of the month is really going to ducking suck ! I don't know what is going on with gas prices lately this is so fucking crazy. I have not really done much since the last blog not that I can right now if I wanted too.
But despite my finance crisis I am still happy I mailed my private detective license application. I have been reading the book 5 families . A book about organized crime . With a book that is 788 pages long I have to say not for the light readers crowd . I just finished a chaptor on john gotti . It took uncle Sam 3 tries before they finally got him.
Now he is in solitary in a federal prison in Illinois . He was betrayed by salvator grevano. The second most vicious mobster in americain history . The most dangerous was Richard klukinski. Aka the ice man .I thought about going to New York but that is just a result from reading the book. I know the cost if living and the state politics are outrageous .plus I still will need to pass a test and I tucking hate tests.
It is still the middle of the month which for me is a bad thing . The rest of the month is really going to ducking suck ! I don't know what is going on with gas prices lately this is so fucking crazy. I have not really done much since the last blog not that I can right now if I wanted too.
But despite my finance crisis I am still happy I mailed my private detective license application. I have been reading the book 5 families . A book about organized crime . With a book that is 788 pages long I have to say not for the light readers crowd . I just finished a chaptor on john gotti . It took uncle Sam 3 tries before they finally got him.
Now he is in solitary in a federal prison in Illinois . He was betrayed by salvator grevano. The second most vicious mobster in americain history . The most dangerous was Richard klukinski. Aka the ice man .I thought about going to New York but that is just a result from reading the book. I know the cost if living and the state politics are outrageous .plus I still will need to pass a test and I tucking hate tests.
Happy birthday to me ! Happy birthday to bow happy birthday to stellar happy birthday to us ! I did reapply for my private detective license . I mailed it to Washington . I sent a letter signed by an employer/client in support of my experience . If it doesn't go through I can still take the test . Even though i wad told that a letter should work . I feel really reliefed right now I feel like that is something I should have done a long time ago. I learned to open the door whenever opportunity knocks.
It is something that I should have done a long time ago. The thing is I hot side tracked. Instead of doing what i wanted to do with my life I did what other people wanted me to do with my life. I was young and stupid . I thought it would be a good idea to yelp my younger sister and she said I should give that up.
This is why we will never be close this is why we will have seperate lives . I mean you font ever tell that to some.one when it is their lives ambition . This is why I will cut her off she.is.l just to disresectful I am sick of it I don't deserve that no one does !the weather is starting to get cooler now which is a goood thing I fucking hate Hot weather .
I bought a set of throwing knives have to keep my ninja skills up to par . But damn those things are hard to use I mean they are only sharp on one end and if the knife does not hit on the sharp end.it will be ineffective
It is something that I should have done a long time ago. The thing is I hot side tracked. Instead of doing what i wanted to do with my life I did what other people wanted me to do with my life. I was young and stupid . I thought it would be a good idea to yelp my younger sister and she said I should give that up.
This is why we will never be close this is why we will have seperate lives . I mean you font ever tell that to some.one when it is their lives ambition . This is why I will cut her off she.is.l just to disresectful I am sick of it I don't deserve that no one does !the weather is starting to get cooler now which is a goood thing I fucking hate Hot weather .
I bought a set of throwing knives have to keep my ninja skills up to par . But damn those things are hard to use I mean they are only sharp on one end and if the knife does not hit on the sharp end.it will be ineffective
As October draws closer I am reminded of several factors 1 I am not getting any younger I was born on the fifth 2 the time to reapply for my private detective license is coming closer . Yet I am still a little undecided on which state to apply for . It is not an easy decision .
Mainly because the state that i apply for will be the state o might have to move too. If both states costed the same the decision would be easy but since one costs less an the other costs more it is a harder decision on top of that I have been to Boston ma I have never been to Washington before.
Hate to flip a coin but I might need help deciding my gut instinct is at a loss which is bad as I.frequently go by my gut instinct ah what to do what to do? Going away right now is not the answere because no matter were I go cant stop October from coming . I saw gone bayby gone and the town. I know that playing a ma private detective and being one in real life are different .
There is only one ma licensed private detective in ca the guy who owns frasco inc I don't know he is a former ma iresident or not I have not talked to him. They upped my dosage of antideptessent . They want me to stop taking my alprazolam but I don't really want to . I hate change I reallydo
Mainly because the state that i apply for will be the state o might have to move too. If both states costed the same the decision would be easy but since one costs less an the other costs more it is a harder decision on top of that I have been to Boston ma I have never been to Washington before.
Hate to flip a coin but I might need help deciding my gut instinct is at a loss which is bad as I.frequently go by my gut instinct ah what to do what to do? Going away right now is not the answere because no matter were I go cant stop October from coming . I saw gone bayby gone and the town. I know that playing a ma private detective and being one in real life are different .
There is only one ma licensed private detective in ca the guy who owns frasco inc I don't know he is a former ma iresident or not I have not talked to him. They upped my dosage of antideptessent . They want me to stop taking my alprazolam but I don't really want to . I hate change I reallydo
Wellbthe new jersey game is over. I am not going to be licensed over there. For some reason I am not the least bit disappointed. In fact I am quite relieved! All the stress that was put on me during the screening and back round check was killing me!
They assigned this bastard to go thoughtless application who acted like I was a puppet on his fucking string! Iamno ones fucking puppet! It is not my job to get any one to call him itwas his fucking job to talk to the people other applications! On topofthat I did not really likethe politics of new jersey!
It's laws are very fucked up! Luckily I have three more state applications AZ ma and Washington. Ma is more fucked up than NJ AZ is too fucking hot so my best bet would be wa. I I hope that it goes through. Good thing that we hasone or two ways to get licensed. Prove experience or passage test
Iknow what you guys are thinking. Why did I have to withdraw my application? Well I put no on the questions about getting denied an application and applying for another state! I do not know how that as hole foundation but he did. I put no because it was no one's business except my own! The only thing is the cost is going to be higher to getlicensed. And I had to get a credit card for the insurance bond.
Come October I will mail this application it is not doing me any good collecting dust.
They assigned this bastard to go thoughtless application who acted like I was a puppet on his fucking string! Iamno ones fucking puppet! It is not my job to get any one to call him itwas his fucking job to talk to the people other applications! On topofthat I did not really likethe politics of new jersey!
It's laws are very fucked up! Luckily I have three more state applications AZ ma and Washington. Ma is more fucked up than NJ AZ is too fucking hot so my best bet would be wa. I I hope that it goes through. Good thing that we hasone or two ways to get licensed. Prove experience or passage test
Iknow what you guys are thinking. Why did I have to withdraw my application? Well I put no on the questions about getting denied an application and applying for another state! I do not know how that as hole foundation but he did. I put no because it was no one's business except my own! The only thing is the cost is going to be higher to getlicensed. And I had to get a credit card for the insurance bond.
Come October I will mail this application it is not doing me any good collecting dust.
I was hoping for some good news but i can't say i have any good news . It turns out mr fuckface gate keeper
decided to take two weeks off with out giving me another number for me to reach him ! I decided on something , that come october i will mail my washington state private investigators license ! I know i will have to wait to pay for the insurance bond later but at least by washington laws there is one of two ways . 1 prove experience 2 pass the test .
It is something i wish i would have done a long time ago . I am not pissed off anymore . Right now i am numb to it . So maybe there is good news . The hardest part about all of this is i feel trapped and forced to perform a song and dance at some one else's expense . I mean right now if he was to tell me it is not going to happen i would just shrug it off and just move on .
I don't know if new jersey would fit me or not . In the state , the ONLY state that would tolerate residents like the cast of jersey shore and snooki and j-wow , i really don't feel like i am an east coster . Even though i was born in new york city . I would NEVER want to move back there ! The laws are BEYOND WAY BEYOND fucked up !!! The politics do NOT suit me WHAT SO EVER !!!!!!!! Even though i do have an MA private detective license i will stick to WA it is closer .
For the next two days i am going to be having the house to myself . JOY !!!! Happy happy joy joy ! Some one bought me a new phone today i have not seen it yet but it is going to be a smart phone . My phone is a dumb ass phone . I can't even fucking get instagram on my phone ! I read mad magazine . They had their 60 year anniversery issue . They had a spoof of the avengers . I loved the movie but the spoof was funny . I don't know what will happen within the time before blog time but the sun will rise tomorrow .
decided to take two weeks off with out giving me another number for me to reach him ! I decided on something , that come october i will mail my washington state private investigators license ! I know i will have to wait to pay for the insurance bond later but at least by washington laws there is one of two ways . 1 prove experience 2 pass the test .
It is something i wish i would have done a long time ago . I am not pissed off anymore . Right now i am numb to it . So maybe there is good news . The hardest part about all of this is i feel trapped and forced to perform a song and dance at some one else's expense . I mean right now if he was to tell me it is not going to happen i would just shrug it off and just move on .
I don't know if new jersey would fit me or not . In the state , the ONLY state that would tolerate residents like the cast of jersey shore and snooki and j-wow , i really don't feel like i am an east coster . Even though i was born in new york city . I would NEVER want to move back there ! The laws are BEYOND WAY BEYOND fucked up !!! The politics do NOT suit me WHAT SO EVER !!!!!!!! Even though i do have an MA private detective license i will stick to WA it is closer .
For the next two days i am going to be having the house to myself . JOY !!!! Happy happy joy joy ! Some one bought me a new phone today i have not seen it yet but it is going to be a smart phone . My phone is a dumb ass phone . I can't even fucking get instagram on my phone ! I read mad magazine . They had their 60 year anniversery issue . They had a spoof of the avengers . I loved the movie but the spoof was funny . I don't know what will happen within the time before blog time but the sun will rise tomorrow .
Ok I can't update right now my head is just throbing . I am in so much emotional pain right now i just want to fucking disappear ! The back round check for my private detective license is driving me fucking crazy ! I just want it to be over ! i mean REALLY It has been since fucking february and NOW they are calling me ? t has been month ! Now is NOT the fucking time to go over my experience !
That should have been done fucking MONTH ago !!!! NOT NOW !!!!!! I mean what the fuck are they thinking ! the past few weeks i have been on an emotional roller coster ! there is only ONE way out of this fucking nightmare ! FUCK NEW JERSEY ! i should apply to WA ! At least over there you can get it two ways . 1 experience or 2 take and pass a test ! it is only 75 questions and you can miss up to 20 !!!!
The more i think about it the more i think i should just apply with WA ! i mean to prove my experience i had to jump through all these fucking hoops ! When i speak to the guy who is supposed to do the back round check the way he talks to me i am like his fucking puppet ! Well i am no ones fucking puppet ! The state of ew Jersey has to prove it is good enough for me NOT the other way around . Ca already said no ! well that is NOT going to fucking stop me ! I will just keep applying till i get what i want !! I want a fucking private detective license issued by a state with my name on it . I wanted that since i was 14 ! Okay i feel better i got to vent all that shit out ,
I hope by next blog time i will have some good news . He did not say no , he just said he wishes to discuss some things with me . Well it is NOT mutual ! i don't want to discuss anything with that asshole !
That should have been done fucking MONTH ago !!!! NOT NOW !!!!!! I mean what the fuck are they thinking ! the past few weeks i have been on an emotional roller coster ! there is only ONE way out of this fucking nightmare ! FUCK NEW JERSEY ! i should apply to WA ! At least over there you can get it two ways . 1 experience or 2 take and pass a test ! it is only 75 questions and you can miss up to 20 !!!!
The more i think about it the more i think i should just apply with WA ! i mean to prove my experience i had to jump through all these fucking hoops ! When i speak to the guy who is supposed to do the back round check the way he talks to me i am like his fucking puppet ! Well i am no ones fucking puppet ! The state of ew Jersey has to prove it is good enough for me NOT the other way around . Ca already said no ! well that is NOT going to fucking stop me ! I will just keep applying till i get what i want !! I want a fucking private detective license issued by a state with my name on it . I wanted that since i was 14 ! Okay i feel better i got to vent all that shit out ,
I hope by next blog time i will have some good news . He did not say no , he just said he wishes to discuss some things with me . Well it is NOT mutual ! i don't want to discuss anything with that asshole !
