i finally got the chance to see Battle Royale today. What an amazing movie!!! It's rather impressive to see how people change when their life is literally on the fucking line!
i'll add to this post in a bit...
Sorry for the delay. Essays and programs and photo editing...oh BULLSHIT!!!
i'll add to this post in a bit...
Sorry for the delay. Essays and programs and photo editing...oh BULLSHIT!!!
Just so everyone knows...
The images are old and a bit played out, i realize. But once i can get together with someone who enjoys taking (tasteful) pictures, i'll have some up of me within a moment's notice...
Until then, you'll have to deal with whatever random crap i happen to throw up here,
The images are old and a bit played out, i realize. But once i can get together with someone who enjoys taking (tasteful) pictures, i'll have some up of me within a moment's notice...
Until then, you'll have to deal with whatever random crap i happen to throw up here,
A note about a couple of addictions i have...
i don't know about SG's policy about linking outside pornography is so i'll express what i saw through words...
i happened across a video containing a couple of each sex filming a blowjob in a semi public setting. The Y is holding the camera and gently caressing the X's breasts as she kisses his belly just before removing his swim trunks to go down on him. He unties the back of her bikini top and removes it leaving her bottoms on. She was a curvy A cup as far as i could tell and he loved feeling her breasts as she worked his cock with her mouth. The happy ending to this seemingly obscure massage ended with him cumming all over her right breast. She even used his still hard cock to rub the head of it against her nipple afterward. The whole i'm watching this i kept thinking to myself how much that looks fun; standing in front of a woman as she sucks me and lets me cum onto her breasts.
Videos of this nature of difficult to find (mostly because i'm quite particular about what i want to see as i relieve my own sexual tension), so finding this video practically evoked a similar response out of me as you expect from someone who's been mining coal all day and then happens upon an uncut diamond. i've always wondered why there's never been as much of an emphasis on breasts whenever sex is filmed and distributed online. Now, i'm not one for paying a monthly fee to get what i want in terms of visual aid, but it seems like if i want a ready supply of material that helps me get the job done every time i have to purchase a subscription and keep weary of my bank account balance. The only other alternative is hours upon hours of searching online to find just the thing i need for free just to get the edge off...
i don't know about SG's policy about linking outside pornography is so i'll express what i saw through words...
i happened across a video containing a couple of each sex filming a blowjob in a semi public setting. The Y is holding the camera and gently caressing the X's breasts as she kisses his belly just before removing his swim trunks to go down on him. He unties the back of her bikini top and removes it leaving her bottoms on. She was a curvy A cup as far as i could tell and he loved feeling her breasts as she worked his cock with her mouth. The happy ending to this seemingly obscure massage ended with him cumming all over her right breast. She even used his still hard cock to rub the head of it against her nipple afterward. The whole i'm watching this i kept thinking to myself how much that looks fun; standing in front of a woman as she sucks me and lets me cum onto her breasts.
Videos of this nature of difficult to find (mostly because i'm quite particular about what i want to see as i relieve my own sexual tension), so finding this video practically evoked a similar response out of me as you expect from someone who's been mining coal all day and then happens upon an uncut diamond. i've always wondered why there's never been as much of an emphasis on breasts whenever sex is filmed and distributed online. Now, i'm not one for paying a monthly fee to get what i want in terms of visual aid, but it seems like if i want a ready supply of material that helps me get the job done every time i have to purchase a subscription and keep weary of my bank account balance. The only other alternative is hours upon hours of searching online to find just the thing i need for free just to get the edge off...
Tonight is weird...
It's close to 5AM right now and i have a class in roughly five hours. i'm bored outta my mind and tired as a cat but i don't want to go to sleep. This is not an uncommon occurance, except for the fact that i actually want to talk to someone today. Since no one is currently available to me right now, i'm stuck with dealing with this strange feeling i have that i can't really describe. i'm sure at some point my body will end up doing what it's supposed to do and shut down during some course of the day. Yet, i feel alright with this. Craving a cup of coffee but that won't settle with my physical aspect at all. i could just mimic a nap and try to function beyond that...
i may just do that for the time being...
It's close to 5AM right now and i have a class in roughly five hours. i'm bored outta my mind and tired as a cat but i don't want to go to sleep. This is not an uncommon occurance, except for the fact that i actually want to talk to someone today. Since no one is currently available to me right now, i'm stuck with dealing with this strange feeling i have that i can't really describe. i'm sure at some point my body will end up doing what it's supposed to do and shut down during some course of the day. Yet, i feel alright with this. Craving a cup of coffee but that won't settle with my physical aspect at all. i could just mimic a nap and try to function beyond that...
i may just do that for the time being...
Since i did say i was going to start using this space, it'd be foolish of me not to honor such.
...and seeing as how i've spent about 2+ years with writer's block, i need to work out the kinks!
So i'd like to begin with what it is they call this space and why it is i chose not to use it as such. Blogs seem to be the one thing everyone has to have in order to have any sort of internet identity. Problem is i've never really had any issues with social identity. Well, besides people forgetting who i am which is common. This is due to the fact i don't really put myself out there for people to go, "Hey, it's that guy!!!" i always took it as...this is what i am and that's all i need. So when it comes to writing about my day, as a sort of Online Journal or something, i don't see the need to keep my personal happenings of the day in a space where a potential millions of people can read it freely. No matter how anonymous i keep myself.
Nor do i see the need to tell everyone, "This is where i write stuff" so they can get a clue as to who or what i really am. If they have questions i answer them. i have a myspace, but i don't use it. Don't see the point. i have a facebook but it's reserved for those i've met in person or at least have a personal connection with. Twitter? No. Most you'd ever get from me through that is to tell people i'm writing a message on twitter. i'd only send that message when i actually remembered i have a twitter. And i see even less of a point to even go to that extreme.
So the question remains, just what is this space for...really? It's junk. That's all i have to offer at this point in time. At one point i thought to simply throw up the random video on youtube or dailymotion or something to that extent but i really don't feel like bothering myself with editing. So it's here i'll randomly ramble. Except i'll actually talking about things and put forth the effort to actually remember to do so. i have to. i'm a writer. Can't be as such if i don't write.
But one thing must be taken into account as you decide to read on any further...
i may not always tell the whole truth. Hell, let's not be modest, there will be times i write something that's a blatant lie. As a writer, that's what it means to be a writer. Fiction is nothing but a set of lies convincing enough to the mind that it's totally true. Even if lies are based off of truth, they are lies regardless. My best suggestion when reading this is to keep a watchful eye on your daily salt intake before continuing to monitor what's written here.
Music: Muse - Take a Bow
(Irony?)
...and seeing as how i've spent about 2+ years with writer's block, i need to work out the kinks!
So i'd like to begin with what it is they call this space and why it is i chose not to use it as such. Blogs seem to be the one thing everyone has to have in order to have any sort of internet identity. Problem is i've never really had any issues with social identity. Well, besides people forgetting who i am which is common. This is due to the fact i don't really put myself out there for people to go, "Hey, it's that guy!!!" i always took it as...this is what i am and that's all i need. So when it comes to writing about my day, as a sort of Online Journal or something, i don't see the need to keep my personal happenings of the day in a space where a potential millions of people can read it freely. No matter how anonymous i keep myself.
Nor do i see the need to tell everyone, "This is where i write stuff" so they can get a clue as to who or what i really am. If they have questions i answer them. i have a myspace, but i don't use it. Don't see the point. i have a facebook but it's reserved for those i've met in person or at least have a personal connection with. Twitter? No. Most you'd ever get from me through that is to tell people i'm writing a message on twitter. i'd only send that message when i actually remembered i have a twitter. And i see even less of a point to even go to that extreme.
So the question remains, just what is this space for...really? It's junk. That's all i have to offer at this point in time. At one point i thought to simply throw up the random video on youtube or dailymotion or something to that extent but i really don't feel like bothering myself with editing. So it's here i'll randomly ramble. Except i'll actually talking about things and put forth the effort to actually remember to do so. i have to. i'm a writer. Can't be as such if i don't write.
But one thing must be taken into account as you decide to read on any further...
i may not always tell the whole truth. Hell, let's not be modest, there will be times i write something that's a blatant lie. As a writer, that's what it means to be a writer. Fiction is nothing but a set of lies convincing enough to the mind that it's totally true. Even if lies are based off of truth, they are lies regardless. My best suggestion when reading this is to keep a watchful eye on your daily salt intake before continuing to monitor what's written here.
Music: Muse - Take a Bow
(Irony?)
Looks like some mystery person has performed a resurrection spell on me...
Well, time for the re-birthing of the only blog i've ever used...
More to come...
Well, time for the re-birthing of the only blog i've ever used...
More to come...
