whats up bitches?
im lonely. well, not really. just lonely in a sense that i miss you guys. thanks for all the lovely comments, you always make me so happy. i cant wait till i can sit around for HOURS online again...not much is goin on. im still in love and its wonderful. thats all. he predicted my future and he told me he wanted to marry me and that i was "the one." awwwww. its just good. i totally gush about it all the time on here, but jesus christ is he amazing...i cant get over how happy we are.
for all you guys in the T.C. come to the triple rock social club sunday night. Rivethear is playing and id like it if you came and asked me to hump you against the wall. it will be a good time for all, i promise. and you all know id never let you down...
*melissa*
im lonely. well, not really. just lonely in a sense that i miss you guys. thanks for all the lovely comments, you always make me so happy. i cant wait till i can sit around for HOURS online again...not much is goin on. im still in love and its wonderful. thats all. he predicted my future and he told me he wanted to marry me and that i was "the one." awwwww. its just good. i totally gush about it all the time on here, but jesus christ is he amazing...i cant get over how happy we are.
for all you guys in the T.C. come to the triple rock social club sunday night. Rivethear is playing and id like it if you came and asked me to hump you against the wall. it will be a good time for all, i promise. and you all know id never let you down...
*melissa*
whats up dudes????
i love the emails you guys send me, keep em coming. you all make me want to smile and jump up and down. i feel like such a geek being SO in love with my internet friends, but you guys are all so damn rad. and like 90% of you are totally sincere and i dont doubt that you guys consider yrselves my friends. sorry if these updates and sickening and sappy and stuff, its hard not to be that way when yr in love i guess...
speaking of which: this dude wants to take me to mexico. tix are uber cheap and im uber broke so he said he would take me on vacation...he's really excited about it. i just love him. like tonight as he was leaving he told me he wanted to take me to this store ive wanted to go to at this mall tomorrow and i asked why cause i have no money. and he told me he just wanted to buy me something. and with any other dude i wouldve thought "SCORE!" but i told him i didnt need him to buy me anything. and he was all, i wanna make you happy, and im all, i dont want anything but you..., and then we were all gushy and smiley and awwww about it. we're totally gross. i dont even know how to describe how he makes me feel. i dont think my brain functions on a level that complex, which says alot cause ive got a 4.0 ya know...
last night we were gonna get smashed and watch waynes world cause ive never seen it, but within five minutes of getting to his place i had taken off all of his clothes and we ended up having amazing sex for literally, three hours. he can LAST let me tell you. i LOVE it. we did it twice. and then we just laid in bed all sweaty and exhausted for hours half asleep laying against each other naked, talking about how happy we are and how this is more than we could have ever dreamed for. eep.
plus he's totally cool with me doing a set for SG. he thinks its cool cause all you guys will get to drool over me naked but he is the one fucking me before we go to bed every night. suckers...
again i must extend my offer to receive the honor of taking pictures of my naked body for the site...
i love the emails you guys send me, keep em coming. you all make me want to smile and jump up and down. i feel like such a geek being SO in love with my internet friends, but you guys are all so damn rad. and like 90% of you are totally sincere and i dont doubt that you guys consider yrselves my friends. sorry if these updates and sickening and sappy and stuff, its hard not to be that way when yr in love i guess...
speaking of which: this dude wants to take me to mexico. tix are uber cheap and im uber broke so he said he would take me on vacation...he's really excited about it. i just love him. like tonight as he was leaving he told me he wanted to take me to this store ive wanted to go to at this mall tomorrow and i asked why cause i have no money. and he told me he just wanted to buy me something. and with any other dude i wouldve thought "SCORE!" but i told him i didnt need him to buy me anything. and he was all, i wanna make you happy, and im all, i dont want anything but you..., and then we were all gushy and smiley and awwww about it. we're totally gross. i dont even know how to describe how he makes me feel. i dont think my brain functions on a level that complex, which says alot cause ive got a 4.0 ya know...
last night we were gonna get smashed and watch waynes world cause ive never seen it, but within five minutes of getting to his place i had taken off all of his clothes and we ended up having amazing sex for literally, three hours. he can LAST let me tell you. i LOVE it. we did it twice. and then we just laid in bed all sweaty and exhausted for hours half asleep laying against each other naked, talking about how happy we are and how this is more than we could have ever dreamed for. eep.
plus he's totally cool with me doing a set for SG. he thinks its cool cause all you guys will get to drool over me naked but he is the one fucking me before we go to bed every night. suckers...
again i must extend my offer to receive the honor of taking pictures of my naked body for the site...
hello boys and girls!!!
this update sure feels eagerly anticipated by all you porno loving geeks...i dont mean it, i love you all. and the porno.
me being happy...
5 weeks ago i dropped my mom and sister off at the airport for russia. they come back tomorrow, so its been just over a month. that very same day, i met the really hot manager of a zumiez store. within a few days we were dating. shortly thereafter we are in love. we;ve been together for a month now and its just REALLY FUCKIN good. crazy...good boy stories for all of you. not ones about being beat up. this guy is really nice so no need to worry. i really trust that he wont hurt me. its quite possible he is "the one" (insert girlish squeal). but so ive had the house to myself and this SEXXEE new dude, its been sweet. ive had people over all night, good booze, good company. i couldnt be happier. and let me tell you, the sex is INSANELY GOOD. im totally shocked. i had no friggin idea sex could be this good, the first time we ever made out i told him i was a "good fuck," he replied with "lucky you, so am i." turns out we were making understatements about ourselves. neither one of us has had better sex. he just makes me feel utterly gorgeous no matter what. ugh, sorry to gush im making myself sick, but i just love him. so my mom and sister come back tomorrow and they get to meet him, they no shit about him and how we met since i havent been able to chat much with them, but regardless theyre gonna love him. and what could get better than all of this? well, i quit my lame-o grocery store job and spent two months unemployed with a good chunk of change to let me be able to shop daily for 3 weeks. ive been sooooo happy. no job and being home alone? ive been up till 5 am and sleeping till 3pm daily, ive never felt better. but i did just get a job so ive worked once, and i work tomorrow. i work at ritz camera in the mall. i figured im probably cute enough to sell anything to someone who will listen so i will keep you all updated!
sorry i cant thoroughly respond to all of your comments, time is just so limited. and its so intense to sit down to this site after a couple months, i dont know where to start!
i love you guys! email me if you want to get my number and chat...
*melissa*
P.S. i NEED NEED NEED a new photographer so PLEASE email me and let me know if you or someone you know is willing to stare at me naked for EXCESSIVE amounts of time...
this update sure feels eagerly anticipated by all you porno loving geeks...i dont mean it, i love you all. and the porno.
me being happy...
5 weeks ago i dropped my mom and sister off at the airport for russia. they come back tomorrow, so its been just over a month. that very same day, i met the really hot manager of a zumiez store. within a few days we were dating. shortly thereafter we are in love. we;ve been together for a month now and its just REALLY FUCKIN good. crazy...good boy stories for all of you. not ones about being beat up. this guy is really nice so no need to worry. i really trust that he wont hurt me. its quite possible he is "the one" (insert girlish squeal). but so ive had the house to myself and this SEXXEE new dude, its been sweet. ive had people over all night, good booze, good company. i couldnt be happier. and let me tell you, the sex is INSANELY GOOD. im totally shocked. i had no friggin idea sex could be this good, the first time we ever made out i told him i was a "good fuck," he replied with "lucky you, so am i." turns out we were making understatements about ourselves. neither one of us has had better sex. he just makes me feel utterly gorgeous no matter what. ugh, sorry to gush im making myself sick, but i just love him. so my mom and sister come back tomorrow and they get to meet him, they no shit about him and how we met since i havent been able to chat much with them, but regardless theyre gonna love him. and what could get better than all of this? well, i quit my lame-o grocery store job and spent two months unemployed with a good chunk of change to let me be able to shop daily for 3 weeks. ive been sooooo happy. no job and being home alone? ive been up till 5 am and sleeping till 3pm daily, ive never felt better. but i did just get a job so ive worked once, and i work tomorrow. i work at ritz camera in the mall. i figured im probably cute enough to sell anything to someone who will listen so i will keep you all updated!
sorry i cant thoroughly respond to all of your comments, time is just so limited. and its so intense to sit down to this site after a couple months, i dont know where to start!
i love you guys! email me if you want to get my number and chat...
*melissa*
P.S. i NEED NEED NEED a new photographer so PLEASE email me and let me know if you or someone you know is willing to stare at me naked for EXCESSIVE amounts of time...
im so back and ready to party. start adding me back, start emailing, start calling. im not going to be able to update all the time, but im gonna try to. my life has improved by leaps and bounds. ive been smiling like crazy for weeks. i miss the hottness of you dudes.
*melissa*
*melissa*
