7am in Delhi. hazy, crappy day and i didn't sleep hardly at all last night, despite assistance from mr Glenlivet...... but i feel AWESOME. i remember now why i do this -- because waking up in a haze not knowing where the fuck you are is the greatest feeling known to mankind.

heading to the gym for a while then i will go kick this country's ass......as usual.......

somehow i made it to amsterdam. things are getting a bit blurry these days, but anyway i will be back in India in about 8 hours. this is clearly a case of running away from a problem (or a whole bunch of problems). job over. relationship over. etc. not that either of those are bad things, but putting humpty dumpty back together again requires a shitload of effort.....

anyway, two days in india, two days in thailand. the only open question is whether or not i should go to vietnam on friday. given how un-good i feel, i think the answer is going to be yes.........

saw Swans at MHOW tonight. at first i didn't get it, but after a while i think they are pretty awesome. like Can meets Dinosaur but 10x louder.

anyway...the chances of me making it out of the citeeeeee tomorrow is pretty fucking low. 10% is an optimistic view. i at least need to refresh my clothes before heading to India on Saturday......

and here we go again..............

re-reading this, its obvious i am pretty fucking drunk as it makes no sense to anyone but me......

goin' to the citeeeeeeeeeeee.................

i still haven't quit my job. i am such a wuss......

im thinking i will take another trip to India and Vietnam first.......i can always quit when i get back, right? right?

Well, this morning i got the job offer. I'm taking it. I"m moving to London. That's it. It took 6 friggin months, but it is done!

yes, i am going to drink tonight......

i hate videoconferences. i've been lounging around my hotel room all morning, drinking coffee in my underwear. talking on the phone. usual shit....

now i have to get up, get dressed, and actually worry about my appearance. and yes, in case you are wondering, i am going to wear pants for this thing. shit.......

snowing like crazy here, but who gives a shit --i'm leaving. actually i am leaving for something very rare -- a domestic trip within the US. first new york then seattle.....

but before that.......

the hotel charleston in bogota has an Ipad in every room that you can do all kinds of cool things on -- order room service, control the temperature, turn off the lights, play music, etc.

well, i BROKE it. knocked it off the table and shattered the screen. and like the good passive-aggressive fucktard that i am, i just put it back on its charging station and checked out....

i'm kind of interested to see what they will do......

back in my beloved Colombia. the new el dorado airport is friggin awesome! a shiny new airport is the last piece -- hopefully more people will start figuring out what a great place colombia is to visit. and i haven't even mentioned medellin..........

my only reasonable goal at this point is to wake up in time for my 1030am flight to new york. wish me luck.....