somehow i made it to amsterdam. things are getting a bit blurry these days, but anyway i will be back in India in about 8 hours. this is clearly a case of running away from a problem (or a whole bunch of problems). job over. relationship over. etc. not that either of those are bad things, but putting humpty dumpty back together again requires a shitload of effort.....

anyway, two days in india, two days in thailand. the only open question is whether or not i should go to vietnam on friday. given how un-good i feel, i think the answer is going to be yes.........