i gotta say, i came up in the generation when home computers where just coming in, like the comidore 64 for example, being who we where growing up, we never owed on of those machines. the internet came aftr i was done highschool and at a t ime of limbo in my life...so this is my first real computer. i am trying to do tis sight up, and i am not sure what i am doing. i am trying to put pictures up and shit...i hope its working i cant tell if the outside world anyone out there......can you see the things i have written?.....can you see my pictures?
jsly

man.....i dont know if my pictures are coming uo....could someone tell me?

since we parted,
my cats are my only friends
i am back where i started
i should be where it ends

alone in a new city
work is my only routine
its lonley and shitty
even as the trees green

dial up those i know
though we havent spoken
"hows it going bro"
i need to fix whats broken

take the first move
and open the door
get back in your groove
get up off the floor

the sun rises
enjoy the full moon
life is full of surprises
and once again bloom

lust is taking control
like a demon possesing my soul
filling my love full of blood
im swept awy in its flood
i feel like i am going to burst
ive been gypsy cursed
so come here be my release
just go ahead and skip the tease
spread your legs let me admire
the heat from your crotch is like a fire
let me drink up all of your juice
it will help set this monster loose
again and again i ll never stop
dancing with you, this horizontal bop

he donsen't have power over you anymore.
you can let it all go.
you dont need to hate yourself anymore.
you can learn to love you.
there is no need to feel shame anymore.
know i was never your doing
you are not the that person anymore.
if you just give yourself a chance to be.

i jaut watched the last episode of 6 ft under
it was the best ending that i have ever seen.
its true each second is a moment gone....

its gone...
that second...
that moment...
its gone forever...
that blink...
take a photo...
stare at a moment...
see the smiles...
love those in the picture....
give them strength...
gain some back from them...
savor each snapshot...
you never know when...
the end of the role is upon you.

i am the luckiest person alive.
i have felt what we all long for
even if it was just a moment in passing
even if i never where to feel it again
i can say that i had it
so pure and unpolluted
showered in tears of release
holding and being held so tightly
it takes great strength to be in that embrace
because you can face your fears
let go of all of your pain
and watch it vanish into the light
i am the luckiest person to be alive....

[Edited on May 06, 2006 4:46PM]

alone again...
just me and
a bag of weed
my cats do speak
but in there languge
i don't quit understand
i have msn
and a web cam
pizza ville is a click away
i can shut the door
and never come out
sounds good to me.

just returnd from the pearl jam concert...a 10 out of 10, amazing almost 3 hrs long....awesom great crowd best band
FUCKIN PEARL JAM