Motivation is the word for today. What is my motivation?
That song came up while I was on to my second mile running today.
It's amazing to think that maybe 5 years ago I was told I'd never walk again without a knee brace and a cane, and now I'm running again. But what is my motivation? Why do I work so hard at self-improvement, when it would be so much easier to just accept what I've been told, and sit around on the couch all day, be lazy, blame it on my circumnstances...
So why do I fight so hard against myself?
Why do I write, why do I draw, why do I study, why do I go to the gym, why do I do anything beyond just sitting on the couch playing videogames and vegging out to TV which is how so many of my peers spend all of their time?
I came up with this-
"My motivation is taking the destruction inside, and turning it into creation outside."
If I didn't, I would destroy myself. My motivation is self-preservation. It's just that simple.
At least, that's the best I was able to come up with right now.
That song came up while I was on to my second mile running today.
It's amazing to think that maybe 5 years ago I was told I'd never walk again without a knee brace and a cane, and now I'm running again. But what is my motivation? Why do I work so hard at self-improvement, when it would be so much easier to just accept what I've been told, and sit around on the couch all day, be lazy, blame it on my circumnstances...
So why do I fight so hard against myself?
Why do I write, why do I draw, why do I study, why do I go to the gym, why do I do anything beyond just sitting on the couch playing videogames and vegging out to TV which is how so many of my peers spend all of their time?
I came up with this-
"My motivation is taking the destruction inside, and turning it into creation outside."
If I didn't, I would destroy myself. My motivation is self-preservation. It's just that simple.
At least, that's the best I was able to come up with right now.
suzika:
LOL....well technically I am already married....to my dead husband...Bukowski... yes we tied the knot...only he has no clue about it since he died when I was 5! It's ok I'll meet him again in heaven someday.