ok first things first. go Hawks!

also......this is nice to

also i've been sick and pretty much confined to my couch for the past 5 days. finally feeling better. I hate colds. so i've been watching movies.......alot.
So i watched movies i normally would never even watch....like friends with benefits. I think though that this cliche of a movie made me realize something however, i don't miss having a girl friend. What i miss the most, is having a best friend of the opposite sex, that may or may not have feelings involved. The only true love i ever had was a girl i met when i was 18....from 18 to 22 we were like inseparable. She is the one person in the world i know more about than anyone and her the same to me. We never even kissed, the most we ever did was cuddle. It was torture at times and it really hurt at other times, but i miss it. I miss having a reason to really want to leave the house in the morning. were still friends but not nearly as close as we once were. she grew apart, turned 21 and kinda did her own thing. Thats fine, i'm just saying thats what i miss. Having a person who i'm close to and able to just have fun with. I mean i have a best friend who's a dude. But i've always gotten along better with girls, and theres something different about being that close with the person of the opposite sex.
This is all I want


side note, I am OBSESSED with sharks. I always have been. hence my hammer head tattoo. and i plan for a great white on the back of my leg. Even though I love sharks and I know they are not mindless killing machines, I have always loved movies about killer sharks(and any underwater creature for that matter), yes they are cheesy but I love them. I just saw this Australian movie called Bait.

its totally cheesy, it has a shark swimming around a grocery store that has been flooded.....however I really liked it i thought it was one of the best Shark movies i've seen in years. I just thought i'd pass that info around to anyone else who likes shark movies. On that note.....anyone have any more suggestions for killer shark or underwater creature movies I may have not seen?
and I don't have any new photos of me so here's some old ones

when I finished my chest piece

and me a few years ago in a wig.