I need to start drawing alien! Since I got back into comics, I keep looking at the art and saying to myself I can do better then that. Whit all the shit that I have to do on a daily basis I don't even have time to watch TV. So I went out today and bought a little drawing pad that I can easily hide at work. This way when I have so down time I can just doodle in my book. Maybe this will help with my soul crushing depression.
I really wish I had more time to blog. I think it would help me got to ge all this shit out of my head but as it is I bearly have any time to myself. I don't think people realize how much I do in one day for other people. Taking care of two adults is not fun. I don't recommend it to any one. I wish I knew how much work this was going to be.
Ontop of that, now my job is fucking with my hours. After ten years at the same job working the same hours someone has decided that I have to work weekends. Are you fucking kidding me!!! When I snap and kill myself I'll blame my boss and my mother-in-law for my ultimate demise.
Ontop of that, now my job is fucking with my hours. After ten years at the same job working the same hours someone has decided that I have to work weekends. Are you fucking kidding me!!! When I snap and kill myself I'll blame my boss and my mother-in-law for my ultimate demise.
Just an FYI, I'm defriending most of my friends since I never talk to anyone on here. So if you would like to continue to be friends with this loser (by loser I mean me) just comment otherwise, it's been nice knowing you.
Yet another NYE without my baby b/c she had to work
Next year's not looking good ether. She has one of thoses jobs that unless a holiday falls on her day off she has to work it. On the puls side b/c of that little quirk she always gets off Thanksgiving. This year's NYE was particularly lame in that I was the youngest person at my party by a good 25 years. And it was a rocking party, let me tell you *sigh* I wish they would invent teleporters already then I could have spent NYE with my friends who moved to Ohio this year.
This should have been my ninth NYE with my baby but b/c of our shity work schedules we have only spent four together. Four!! That's less then half! By my claculations if she's still at this job that long the next NYE we'll get to spend together isn't until 2014!!! Here's hoping that she gets a new job after she graduates next year.
Next year's not looking good ether. She has one of thoses jobs that unless a holiday falls on her day off she has to work it. On the puls side b/c of that little quirk she always gets off Thanksgiving. This year's NYE was particularly lame in that I was the youngest person at my party by a good 25 years. And it was a rocking party, let me tell you *sigh* I wish they would invent teleporters already then I could have spent NYE with my friends who moved to Ohio this year.This should have been my ninth NYE with my baby but b/c of our shity work schedules we have only spent four together. Four!! That's less then half! By my claculations if she's still at this job that long the next NYE we'll get to spend together isn't until 2014!!! Here's hoping that she gets a new job after she graduates next year.
I love this site and I love the community. I was however was kicked form my favorite group because I'm too socitaly awkward and and I guess I didn't comment enough. I was never given a reason. I wish I was able to make friends on here but again I'm socitaly awkward. I may come back I may not.
I'm having some kind of panic attack. Can't keep it together. Can't breath. Nothing to look forward to. Trapped. Closterphobic. Hopelessness. Hate my job, hate always being broke, hate not seeing girl, hate my mother-in-law and all the bullshit I have to do for her, Hate that my best friend just moved to Ohio. Hate that I have no other friends. Hate everything.
Friday and once again I'm home alone. My girl has gone off to work and I sit here on my ass wishing she was home.
