Hey y'all. Sorry I've been so scarce lately. This past month has been friggin crazy - as some of y'all know.

Went to Maryland for a weekend in the middle of the month, and then had to turn around and get ready for the anniversary party at Coyote Ugly. It was absolutely INSANE!!! but we had SO much fun! Our theme was Carnival Side-Show Freaks. So I was half man-half woman. Therefore, I present, a belly-dancing tranny! ^.^

haha oh yeah, it was awesome. We had all our regulars there as well as corporate.

By the way, that brunette woman in the corset is Lil... as in, the OWNER of the CU circus. Yep. So nice!!

And we were ALL looking pretty intense in our costumes!

Even our General Manager dressed up, after some coaxing.

It was so much fun, as you can tell. Everyone was completely trashed before the party even really started.

And now, I've gotta get back to work! We've got a case of Boogie fever at the Studio today, but we're behind a little bit. So I'll have to finish catching y'all up on the REST of this month's awesomeness later!!! And TRUST ME! It's a LOT of fuckin awesome!

So, my wallet got stolen this past weekend, I'm supposed to fly to DC next Friday, I still have to do my taxes, My knee is bothering me again and I have to work all this weekend, I'm horny as FUCK, and my vibrator is broken ... again....


Yep. Life is good...

New set in the works.

That is all.

Hey guys!!!

Well, it was DEFINITELY another crazy fucking weekend. Had Toga night at Work this past Saturday and had a great time. I got to open the bar, so I managed to get a couple of pretty pictures in before I got completely gross.

Yep... that's me.... in a fucking skirt that didn't want to stay up...


Then, last night, I had a photo shoot with a friend of mine, and I really love how the pictures turned out!

And if you're wondering, that shirt is from the clothing line Grunt Style. They're a great company; and I absolutely LOOOOOVE the gear they have. Plus, come on. It's for a GREAT cause; and one I support 125%.

So, anyway. Now that I'm done with the shameless plugs! Hope you guys have a great day, and I will see you kids around.

Tschus!

Hey guys. Thanks for all the love. It really helped.

I've been a little better the past few days. This weekend at work was pretty epic, so that helped. Plus, I took an impromptu trip to Nashville that was pretty awesome. Spent WAY more money than I should have, but it was totally worth it. Looking forward to going to theFull Moon Tattoo and Horror Con at the end of the month. It's going to be feckin EPIC! Trying to find out where I can get a hold of some smelling salts for when I go to see the Boondock Saints Cast; cause I'm pretty sure I'm going to fan-squee the fuck out when I see them. I'm SERIOUSLY hoping my fave author, Sherrilyn Kenyon, will be there. She lives in the area, so I'd probably die of an over-exposure to amazing.

Anyway. Back to pretending I work for a living! Tschus!

Gah. So, you wanna know the worst part about being Bi-polar?

Even when you KNOW it's stupid, you can't help but get upset over little things.

This past weekend sucked majorly, and this week has been pretty shit as well. I can already feel myself slipping back into a "down" period and I have been for a minute, so I've been trying to keep myself in check. Today, though, I just can't get it together. I'm crying for no fucking reason over old shit that doesn't even normally bother me anymore. Normally.

And it's all MY typical shit, too. I'm a bad mom, a terrible friend, incompetent, etc.

Now, I KNOW - logically - that none of that is true; but when I get this far... It's like nothing makes sense. I can't even bring myself to argue my own self worth. Ugh.

I'd been doing so well with maintaining it lately, since I'm too sensitive to meds to take any, that I thought I could maybe finally relax about it.

Guess not.

Anyway. No worries about any drastic action, at least. I've learned my lesson about that.

Just gotta keep on keepin on, right?

So, this past weekend was nuts. Sprained my ankle coming home from work Sunday morning, and found out when I went to the doc that if I'm not more careful, my knee will be shot soon. So, now I get new hardware. He said it'll probably have to be permanent if I want to prevent further damage since I'm not ready to leave Coyote. Check it out!

Also, I found out that our big Anniversary party is going to the be same weekend I'll be in Maryland visiting a friend of mine. Granted, for some fucked up reason, they're throwing it on a Sunday. Which.... hello... fucktarded, but hey. Boss lady's choice.

Anyway.. yeah, that's been about it, lately. Haven't been up to too much else. My life has been sadly boring other than work, work, work, work, and - wait for it..... - WORK! ugh.

So, I've been getting in touch with my inner kinky-child and posted another story to Filthy Dirty Smutty Storytime


If you need anymore of a hint than that; something's wrong with you.

Let me know what y'all think!

Soooo..... .


I'm back into pants I haven't been able to wear since I was 19! Woot woot! So proud of myself right now!

Okay, so to explain the raging yesterday to those of you who aren't encumbered by my updates on your stalker media:


Ex-husband... is now married to the woman who WAS my Maid-of-Honor and my son's godmother. They've only been together for a year. She's in the NAVY, which he didn't want me to join because he was afraid I'd cheat on him. I have a step-son through him because he cheated on me while we were dating.


And he can't understand why I want to remove his testicles with a spork....



Yep. FML.