If you were a food what would you be?
if you were an animal what could you see?
if you were a cloud what shape would you take?
if you were were rain would you rather be a snow-flake?

I have no idea what Im writing here, or where I was going with it.

"Self improvement is masturbation" T. Durden.

I hate how much stuff my dad puts off, and for how long, its UNbelieveable, and then it always gets to the point that he NEEDS my help to get things done, "hey would you, Id like to get this done" etc etc. its fuckin recockulous. There are sooooooo many things about him that infuriate me I could write a disertation on it. *takes a breath*

Cant wait for The Dark Knight, Kevin Smith being the huge comic guy that he is called it the 'Godfather pt2. of comic films" which is all I want to know, its nearly 3hrs long and everyone says it just leaves you wanting more. I feel bad for Heath, he's getting tons of 'should win an honorary best supporting actor oscar" and he died =/

Also cant wait for Quantum of Solace (Next Bond film) Im so glad someon brought that character back to the life he shouldve had so long ago.

Still horny everyday. ANd even if I wanted to go out and find myself a bar to try and slut it up, I work from 1130pm to 730am wtf. hows that gonna work?

Note to self *consider moving to China and becoming a shaolin monk*

I made chili and its awesome. (along with lemon poppyseed bread/apple N almond bread)

Another note to self, watch some funny porn, thats always a good time-

my dog is looking at me with the 'take me for a walk while its beautiful outside and you're still vertical you asshole" look.

I need to read a new book, been atleast a month since my last. Want to read Rant* and SMUT* by Chuck Palahniuk, (luv that guys books, so twisted and awesome)

I also need to find a way to get back into the martial arts crowd, Ive missed it since I had to leave from lack of $, now its a schedule thing.

Go Cubs!

If you could have any 1 thing RIGHT NOW what would it be? And I mean a small thing, not the end of wrold hunger or a billion dollars or whatever. I mean something like a cetain food to eat, something materialistic lol.

I bought new bed sheets, they are very nice and soft so I can NOT impress a girl while wishing one was in bed with me

Later.

oh, Ps.

the only book Ive ever read that was truth front to back is the I Ching which BASICally says:

The I Ching is a "reflection of the universe in miniature." The word "I" has three meanings: ease and simplicity, change and transformation, and invariability. So the three principles underlying the I Ching are the following:

Simplicity - the root of the substance. The fundamental law underlying everything in the universe is utterly plain and simple, no matter how abstruse or complex some things may appear to be.

Variability - the use of the substance. Everything in the universe is continually changing. By comprehending this one may realize the importance of flexibility in life and may thus cultivate the proper attitude for dealing with a multiplicity of diverse situations.

Persistency - the essence of the substance. While everything in the universe seems to be changing, among the changing tides there is a persistent principle, a central rule, which does not vary with space and time.