perhaps one might have noticed, but from time to time i tend to experience complete disconnects of one sort or another....
I am in Portland, all could be well, and all is pretty good, even when it's not. I'm glad to be out of the habits of california, into a new place, new beginning, new set of bad habits to secure. I do miss CA but it's not the right time for it.
i need to go outside into the beautiful rain to try and dent the extra few pounds i've saddled to my ass and gut, so enjoy your day and maybe i'll catch up a little better later.
I am in Portland, all could be well, and all is pretty good, even when it's not. I'm glad to be out of the habits of california, into a new place, new beginning, new set of bad habits to secure. I do miss CA but it's not the right time for it.
i need to go outside into the beautiful rain to try and dent the extra few pounds i've saddled to my ass and gut, so enjoy your day and maybe i'll catch up a little better later.
when i see squirrels bounding across the road, or in a tree leaping about, i can't help but smile.
i'd say there was not much to say but that would be both saying something, and a total lie.
so... since it ain't comin to me, i'll reserve myself to the act of not saying much. maybe just a good word or two.
several days ago i went out to the ocean, trundled about under the wind, over the rough stone softened by waves. i watched pounding crests of foaming explosive water arc over my head, and yes, i backed right the fuck up. i climbed an ill advised and impulsive ridge of crumbling sandstone, until it was ll i could thin kof to grasp the fingers of the roots and shrubs above me. to finally feel the crush of the green, to finally feel some purchase to my endeavor. that, or lose my grip and slide, slip and tumble back onto the crags. likely into the punishing surf.
suffice to say, my adrenaline was activated. i was smiling as i gasped, near collapse and the sudden exhaustion of too few exertions and too much fear.
my advice, general to anyone, is to take a step outside, find a spot between moments, when you think you have to go go go, and crush some grass and earth between your toes. just a spare 2 minutes with your feet on bare earth.
so... since it ain't comin to me, i'll reserve myself to the act of not saying much. maybe just a good word or two.
several days ago i went out to the ocean, trundled about under the wind, over the rough stone softened by waves. i watched pounding crests of foaming explosive water arc over my head, and yes, i backed right the fuck up. i climbed an ill advised and impulsive ridge of crumbling sandstone, until it was ll i could thin kof to grasp the fingers of the roots and shrubs above me. to finally feel the crush of the green, to finally feel some purchase to my endeavor. that, or lose my grip and slide, slip and tumble back onto the crags. likely into the punishing surf.
suffice to say, my adrenaline was activated. i was smiling as i gasped, near collapse and the sudden exhaustion of too few exertions and too much fear.
my advice, general to anyone, is to take a step outside, find a spot between moments, when you think you have to go go go, and crush some grass and earth between your toes. just a spare 2 minutes with your feet on bare earth.
best science quote for the day:
"Air doesn't conduct electricity as well," Albert said. "When it happens, it's called a lightning bolt and you don't need special receptors to sense it."
"Air doesn't conduct electricity as well," Albert said. "When it happens, it's called a lightning bolt and you don't need special receptors to sense it."
wow, i am sooo lazy on here. never an update, never comment... sheesh i'm just like family. well, not just like family, as one might then begin to have inappropriate thoughts concerning the boundaries of sexual etiquette.
always with the sex, you'd think i have a compulsion or something.
always with the sex, you'd think i have a compulsion or something.
yes, it was a just and fine day for fucking. let me tell you, trying to watch the ext. version of the LOTR whilst receiving a wonderful blowjob is a experience i can heartily recommend.
but in other non-gloating news: I work (out of my bedroom), I get paid well, I play (a lot), I drive hundreds of miles every so often. I occasionally think about paying off some of my bills.
not necessarily in that order.
and i hope everyone else is well. or well enough. or enough of whatever it takes to get you up in the morning.
but in other non-gloating news: I work (out of my bedroom), I get paid well, I play (a lot), I drive hundreds of miles every so often. I occasionally think about paying off some of my bills.
not necessarily in that order.
and i hope everyone else is well. or well enough. or enough of whatever it takes to get you up in the morning.
