Well I have been very unlucky in love and very unlucky with those of the fairer sex. I am of course speaking about women. So many of my poems showcase this. This poem I wrote about a year and a half ago.
Emptiness
God punishes me yet again
Showing me what love can be
Then he rips it away
He doesn't want me to be happy
Eight long years have passed
Too scared to take the leap
Knowing rejection is inevitable
My senses I try to keep
She's beautiful and exquisite
Yet there are complications
She is otherwise attached
I should turn in my resignation
Life throws me curves
And all I do is strikeout
It's the same story again
Feeling my heart ripped out
Self pity doesn't help
Or make me feel any better
It just leads to more pain
And writing lame letters
Hurt and alone forever
Is how I am doomed to be
The ice grows around my heart
Emptiness is the punishment for me
Emptiness
God punishes me yet again
Showing me what love can be
Then he rips it away
He doesn't want me to be happy
Eight long years have passed
Too scared to take the leap
Knowing rejection is inevitable
My senses I try to keep
She's beautiful and exquisite
Yet there are complications
She is otherwise attached
I should turn in my resignation
Life throws me curves
And all I do is strikeout
It's the same story again
Feeling my heart ripped out
Self pity doesn't help
Or make me feel any better
It just leads to more pain
And writing lame letters
Hurt and alone forever
Is how I am doomed to be
The ice grows around my heart
Emptiness is the punishment for me
xo