A new book
First page
Looking for a new future
Brain spinnin outta my head
Thoughtless, mindless self endangerment
Mutilation of the soul
remind myself not so long ago
happiness unfantasized
just hopelesness I'd chastisized
Now pacing uncontrollably
with this presence of obsession
Dreaming into desintigration
That dream now lost and I might as well be dead
Mindless reckless endangerment
and I might as well be dead
Head spinning, tortured soul
and I might as well be dead
No longer a feeling within my control
and I might as well be dead
Faith now lost with this empty future
and I might as well be dead
....AND I MIGHT AS WELL.....
BE dead.
shpeecialz
First page
Looking for a new future
Brain spinnin outta my head
Thoughtless, mindless self endangerment
Mutilation of the soul
remind myself not so long ago
happiness unfantasized
just hopelesness I'd chastisized
Now pacing uncontrollably
with this presence of obsession
Dreaming into desintigration
That dream now lost and I might as well be dead
Mindless reckless endangerment
and I might as well be dead
Head spinning, tortured soul
and I might as well be dead
No longer a feeling within my control
and I might as well be dead
Faith now lost with this empty future
and I might as well be dead
....AND I MIGHT AS WELL.....
BE dead.
shpeecialz
the_captain
I'm lost
July 2007
FEB 27, 2011 10:06 AM
My goodness you are gorgeous!
FEB 27, 2011 10:26 AM
My goodness thank you! 
What did you think about the spoken word?
shpeecialz
MAR 01, 2011 10:21 AM
MAR 01, 2011 06:53 PM
Thanks for the feedback 
MAR 22, 2011 07:52 AM
JUN 14, 2011 07:10 PM
Let us know you're still alive, please! 
NOV 25, 2011 07:37 AM
Still alive and im backkkkkkkk
