so my bf and i are taking a break.

it was mutual [for the most part].

we both need to figure out what we want in life. and seeing that he's been my only bf [7.5 years], he feels like i should know how it is to be independent for a while. and i totally get it. we love each other, we want what's best for each other.

i had a hard time dealing with it last night, and all day today.
i talked to him again today, to try and understand why we are doing this again, but i only left in tears...again.

i really want him to be happy, because i love him so fucking much. and if this is what we have to do for a while, then so be it.


now i have to focus on me. become a better person. do better things. it's a period of time to become a stronger, more beautiful person inside and out.

so that's what's happening with me.