Hello Popular
I guess you're going to get access to your SuicideGirls account for free, because an internet friend of yours missed you so much they decided to pick up the tab. Your account will remain active for free for 3 months, beginning when you click on this link:
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You will not be charged anything by accepting this gift. The gifter chose to not reveal their identity to you, the giftee, our guess is they want to dirty things to you and are shy. But maybe they're secret millionaires and are worried you will only love them for their money. Your guess is as good as ours, hope you enjoy the free time!
Love,
Missy Suicide
so im curious who this possible stalker and/or secret millionaire is.
whoever it is, sorry i wont be using it very much, unless lots of people talk to me.
happy friday the 13th everyone
its been so long, but i had to come back. i love this site.
so much has happened in my life. i just read through all my blog posts. its amazing how things change, and how we forget things. several of the things i said back then surprised me. i can't really see myself saying them. a bunch of things i had forgotten are now refreshed in my memory. it makes me thing of a movie i saw recently. it was called final cut, and it starred robin williams. it made me wish i had a recording of my entire life so that i could go back and remember things ive forgotten. ive forgotten so much. . . . .
so much has happened. my girlfriend broke up with me after we had been together for 3+ years. broke my heart. broke me. that was a shitty part of my life. a red-headed girl's smile changed everything, but i wont get into that. after 7 months apart, i got my girlfriend back, and then went through 5 months of a hell i wouldn't wish on anyone but my little brother (though it pobly wouldnt faze him, cause he would have to experience love first). but its all over now and life is fanastic
hopefully ill be gettin some pics of me up soon, and i may do some videos too.
over and out.
i just spent 4 days in my girlfriend's house. her dad was home the whole time and her mom was there about half the time, but neither one knows
im a sneaky guy
In the begining (about a year ago), I know Girl1, but have never really talked to her or anything, I havent met Girl2 yet, I am friends with Girl3 and Girl4. And, I have a deep, complete love for all four, though none of them know it.
Girl4 moves away. It makes me sad. We kind of lose touch, but i love her no less.
Girl1 asks me out. We start goin out and stuff. She loves me a lot and I love her back.
School is out for the summer. I can't see Girl1 hardly at all now cause her dad would get pissed and maybe shoot me if he found out I was goin out with her daughter. We email each other every so often and I sneak in her house a couple times over the summer months.
Girl3 lives right down the road. We hang out damn near every single day during the summer. Well . . . me, her, and her sister, and sometimes one of her friends (also female). But about 1/4 of the time its just us 2. We become close friends.
One day, while hanging out with Girl3, we are talking about sleep and I mention that sometimes I dont sleep and I wonder around town in the dark (its a really small town). She mentions that she has snuck out a few times to walk at night also. I laugh cause I dont have to sneak out, seeing as my mom had kicked me out and I lived alone. Anyways, we come up with the idea of both walking around at night. So, we do. On the third or fourth walk, I learn that she is ticklish, and I tickle her a lot. Now, I feel kinda bad, cause I was kinda flirting with her while im still going out with Girl1. Well, we only got to go once more after that, cause someone saw us walkin and told her parents, and her dad came and bitched at me about how shes 14 and im 18 and how its not appropriate that she is sneaking out to walk around with me (though i think he thought we were doin more than walkin around). We still hung out around town during the day though. I found out recently that she like really liked me too. And that kind of hurts me cause I was sorta flirting with her, while I was goin out with another girl, so its liek I was kinda teasing her, and I dont want to do that.
Well, school started up again and I was seeing Girl1 more, if only on the bus and during lunch. I met Girl2, cause she was in my 3rd and 4th period classes. We talked a lot in class and became good friends. Going out with her opened my eyes to some things i had been blind to before. I learned that there were lots of girls that liked me. It was weird.
I started sneaking into Girl1's house at night and staying there till morning and getting on the bus with her. Occassionally, me and Girl2, or Girl3, or both would hang out after school. Girl1 saw me with Girl2 a few times, and started getting all jealous. she still isnt over it. I love her anyways.
Girl2 lives right next door. She became obsessed with one of my friends (lets call him Guy1). She absolutely loved him. I didnt mind. Even though I love her, I wouldnt get in the way of anything that would make her happy. This is where my brothers inappropriateness comes in and this is why it pissed me off. I had told him the Girl2 liked this guy, and he starts with extremely touchy flirting thing with her, IN FRONT OF GUY1!!! It pissed me off to the extreme. She didnt like it, she's trying to get Guy1 to notice her, and hers my brother practically dryhumping her in front of him. She gave up on Guy1 after a couple months though. Im not sure how it happened, and im not clear on the details, but she started likeing my brother. That kinda pissed me off too, because I knew that he was gonna act the same as he does with every other girl, and she was gonna end up getting some hurt feelings, and hating him. Well, it happened, and she doesnt really like him anymore. But, the whole thing makes me mad.
So, Ive got a girl that Im goin out with that I love, Shes kinda jealous cause she knows I like these other girls (i couldnt lie to her, but I didnt tell her how much I liked them). Shes also the only girl ive ever gone out with.
Ive got a girl next door that I love. She is one of my closest friends and she trusts me with more than any other guy she has ever known and shes 3 years younger than me.
And I got a right right down the street that I love. Her dad hates me and shes 4 years younger than me.
And I have a girl that moved away that I love. It hurts to think about her, cause I dont think Ill ever see her again. She is the first girl to ever hug me outside of a relationship (though ive only been in one relationship). And, if I were to die and I could only see one person before it happened, I would want to see her. My heart aches that I may never see her again. It hurts right now.
I dont know what to do . . . .
And to top it off, my girlfriend asked me if I liked anyone else. I, being the type that is unable to lie about anything really, told her that I did. That did not help all the jealous feelings. She kept goin on about how she wasnt good enough for me, and if I liked these other girls, why I wasnt going out with them, and how I didnt have to be with her. It mad me feel so bad i almost cried, and then she started feeling really bad cause I was on the verge of tears, and now she feels all shitty cause she thinks that because of everything she was saying, that I wouldnt want to be with her anymore. And that makes me feel even worse, so I try to apologize to her, and she says that its not my fault, I didnt do anything wrong and it was all her, and that makes me feel even more shitty. And last night I almost went and drowned myself, and im not feeling much better today, and im glad I dont have any guns around here, cause im sure id use them.
'Thats the most ive typed in months'
It ain't fading
Man I got to let it out
Am I crazy?
Screaming nothing ever comes out
I keep feeling lost
I'll never find my way out
I'm not thanking them
Unless the truth can pour out
Give me some courage
Beating me down now for sometime
Are you laughing?
Am I funny?
I hate inside
I hate inside
I take this time
To let out whats inside
Cause I will break
Sometimes I wish you'd die
Full of sorrow
You raped and stole my pride
And all this hate is bottled up inside
My heart is breaking
Man you really ripped it out
You take pleasure watching as I claw my way out
The hurt rising
Soon it's going to tear my soul out
Its not kosher feeling like Im on my way out
Give me some courage
Beating me down for sometime
Are you laughing?
Am I funny?
I hate inside
I hate inside
I'll take this time
To let out whats inside
Cause I will break
Sometimes I wish you'd die
Full of sorrow
You raped and stole my pride
And all this hate is bottled up inside
Feeling the haze as they cut down my spine
Peeling your flesh like the way you've cut mine
Do you feel happy you fucked up my mind?
Youre going to pay this time
I'll take this time
To let out whats inside
Cause I will break
Sometimes I wish you'd die
Full of sorrow
You raped and stole my pride
And all this hate is bottled up inside
I'll take this time
To let out whats inside
Cause I will break
Sometimes I wish you'd die
Full of sorrow
You raped and stole my pride
And all this hate is bottled up inside
I can't help but desire of falling down this time
Deep in this hole am I making
I can't escape
Falling all this time
We come to this place
Falling through time
Living a hollow life
Always we're taking
Waiting for signs
Hollow life
Fearing to fall
And still the ground below me calls
Falling down this time
Ripping apart all these things I have tried to stop
Falling all this time
We come to this place
Falling through time
Living a hollow life
Always we're taking
Waiting for signs
Hollow life
Is there ever any wonder
Why we look to the sky
Search in vain
Asking why?
All alone
Where is God?
Looking down?
We don't know
We fall in space
We can't look down
Death may come
Peace I have found
What to say?
Am I alive?
Am I asleep ?
Or have I died?
(Haunting me)
We fall in space
We can't look down
Death may come
Peace I have found
(Something takes a part of me)
What to say
Am I alive?
Am I asleep
We fall down
We come to this place
Falling through time
Living a hollow life
Always we're taking
Waiting for signs
Hollow life
Is there ever any wonder
Why we look to the sky
Search in vain
Asking why?
All alone
Where is God?
Looking down?
We don't know
Is there ever any wonder
Why we look to the sky
Search in vain
Asking why?
All alone
Where is God?
Looking down?
We don't know
We fall in space
We can't look down
Death may come
Peace I have found...
Please Don't Hate Me
by: Insane Clown Posse
I gotta tell him..
I gotta be a man and handle my business..
I know he's gonna hate me..
Ahhh i gotta call him
What up dogg?
What you been up to?
Oh yeah well that's cool, check it out
Me and you we been down for while, right?
We been here and there we been pretty tight
Something happened last night that you might get upset about
But hear me out
I didn't mean nothing by it, i'ma make this quick
I gave your mama this dick
I don't know how it happened
I just know my nuts and her itch were slapping
I was over there mowing the grass
And i could feel her eyes all up on my ass
And then, i went inside to make a phone call
And there she was with her titty hanging out her bra
One thing just led to another
Next thing you know, i'm butt-fucking your mother
Please don't hate me, but i been fucking your mommy lately
Please don't hate me, i never said i loved the ho.
Please don't hate me, but i been fucking your mommy lately
Please don't hate me, you never should've trust in a juggalo.
Don't hang up, i still got more
Your momma gives head like a heroin whore
I wasn't thinking about how you was my bud
When she spreaded my butt cheeks and went for the milk dud
We broke out with your with grandpa's gin
Got drunk, i fucked her with a bowling pin
She's freaky
Her nipples look like peanuts
Your mama's one of my favorite sluts
She likes licking from the back of my balls
To the tip of my dick with one big lick
She calls me her big teddy bear
Roooaaaaarrrrr!!!!!
I chase her around on my underwear
I'll admit i like spanking her butt
I used your sock though to catch my nut
Don't worry
I put it back, i knew you better
That's probably why your toes been sticking together
Please don't hate me, but i been fucking your mommy lately
Please don't hate me, i never said i loved the ho.
Please don't hate me, but i been fucking your mommy lately
Please don't hate me, you never should've trust in a juggalo.
Your mom's ass look like oat meal yo
It's bumpy and grainy, i like to feel though
And i ain't trying to diss her either
I'm only saying that i'd wish she'd trim her beaver some
Every hair is like a foot long
Bitch looks like a werewolf wearing a thong sometimes
It's all right with me though
I don't mind as long as i can locate the v-hole
And your dad's so dumb he's knowing nothing
Here i'm stuffing her muffin not to mention the pickle puffing
And i'm hoping you and me are still cool
I'm spending the night so she can drive me to school tomorrow
And we plan on fucking again
All right i'll talk to you later
Peace eminem
Di-zam
Somebody just got fucked up
Nigga!
Why does everyone dislike/hate KoЯn?
Can i get some real responses instead of "KoЯn sucks", "KoЯn are fags" , etc.
I hate school. It sucks ass.
I have been enlightened . . . . or something . . . . . . anyways, I learned a few things.
1. Terry Goodkind is a genius
2. Females enjoy sex.
3. I am a sex god.
4. My brother is still a retarded idiot.
5. I NEED to get my drivers license.
6. I am apparently the only person who likes KoЯn.
7. Marilyn Manson has a few good songs.
8. The Wachowski brothers are intellectual gods.
9. My mom needs to get a life.
10. My boss needs to mind his own business before I bitch-slap him.
11. There is absolutely nothing to do here.
12. Despite the fact that im big-headed and like to brag about it and no one believes me when I say it, I know everything.
13. I am hot and stuff.
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