i'm sad that this is the end, but i just can't bring myself to continue on here.

my last blog has my email, but i warn you, i'm bad with email.

maybe we'll find a place to call our own in the future.

i've been trying to think of somethings to say before the end of the evening, maybe even something profound. not really working.

i will say this: while i have usually lacked total seriousness, i have always tried to be something of the John Stewart of the CE. when i first started lurking, that's what the CE was; never totally serious, but almost always topical. it may say that i've been a member since '04, but i only really "found" the forums in early '07. i wish i had paid more attention before then.

i don't really feel the need to comment on the changes of late, for many others have been and will be saying many of the same things that has been rippling through the part of the community that i peruse.

i will miss participating in a community that fit myself and many others of a similar bent, but even if i stayed, i think those days are drawing to a close. places evolve, and not always to the benefit of those inhabiting them.

maybe i shall return, but i doubt it will be anytime soon. because she's awesome, i might pop in via stem for a look around, Cheap Shot -> Sinister Strike x3 -> Kidney Shot -> /tickle people, if i feel like it.

i'm tired of most of the photosets and the natives are getting restless and aren't as fun at parties as they used to be.

have a glass for Zarth and bald_eagle and we'll call it good.

i like cheese.

so... is official. account ends tomorrow. bald_eagle's uberzotting was it.

i just don't find much of interest here anymore, besides several people who are falling into the same boat as i am.

so, to those who want, my email is galenscylis@hotmail.com. (yes, i know, why do i still use a Hotmail account? because i've used it since before Hotmail was shitty, meaning 1999, and i don't feel like starting over for MSN contacts. it's not my favorite email addy, anyway. can't honestly say it's not my most used emailaddy, because i don't really do email a lot these days. it's called text messages, bitches)

http://www.noodlesoup.net/content/transmet.html

they should make more.

happy Halloween or some junk. am pirate. have rum, will travel.

still haven't canceled my auto renewal yet. i don't know if i'm working up the courage to actually cancel it or not cancel it.

also, Pyrat rum has a nice taste to it. because it's not gone. and the gift set with the box that looks like books is coleslawesome.

there is drunkenness to be had. and i'm sure me and stem will come up with pictures at some point.

shirt_weiner and Ruffie are teh winnasaurus rexs. i forgot to mention it.

funny story...

see, when i first put on this avatar, i said i'd keep it until the election, which is on November 4.

ha ha ha ha. know what's also on November 4? the last day of my current year at SG. but here's the funny part... ha ha ha ha... i don't think i'm going to sign on for another year.

ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha!

because i don't think i can be like my avatar here anymore.

i am less angry at the zombie business now that there is more for people to do other than fuck with lowbies in a new and extra annoying way.

slightly miffed that i can't really participate in this other stuff, though. 'course, that'd be my fault for not having a leveled toon.

i am exceptionally pissed at WoW right now. this fucking zombie BS is pissing me the fuck off. i'm sure it's all fun and exciting for all the zombie movie fanatics or people who just like to fuck with other people playing the game, but damnit, i don't like it at all. it's annoying. when the quest givers suddenly turn into zombie things and attack you, it kinda pisses me off. other people who get their jollies off by disrupting other people's playing by fucking around with this kinda piss me off. the idea of my toon becoming a zombie kinda pisses me off.

i don't really like zombie movies. i mean, if it's just a good movie in general, i don't have a problem with it; i enjoyed 28 Days Later, for instance. i am not a fan of the genre on the whole. there are people out there who will enjoy a movie, no matter how terrible, merely because it's a zombie movie. those people are probably fucking creaming their pants and shitting themselves in glee with wild abandon over this world event, but i am not. i do not like making "zombie survival plans," though i have taken part in such activities because my friends in AK are crazy over that sort of shit. i do not like the idea of it all. i do not like the feel of it all. i do not enjoy participating in it at all.

i am not happy, and i'm probably not playing again until it's over, but at least it will be over.

also, i'm finding myself less and less enthused about being very active on SG right now.

holy fuck it's actually going to happen this time. i'm getting the fuck out of this place.

one of these things is not like the others...