Not gonna lie, I don't feel good about living right now.
A really, really good friend of mine had state cops crash his house party for his girlfriend. Two "friends" of his started a fight, called the cops and claimed there were guns involved. They raided his house, found a scale and some paraphernalia and about 9 grams of grass. Now he's most likely going to lose his job as a fire-fighter. I know this didn't happen to me, but I've been having such awful, awful luck that I feel like if I wasn't there, things would've turned out differently. (happier)
I feel so rotten. Even my roommates bother the living shit out of me these days. We used to get along so well. Now it seems it's their amusement to try to annoy me as much as they can.
(VHS or Beta - "Can't Believe A Single Word" came on shuffle. I really like this song)
Still feeling lonely too. I wish I had enough discipline to become a total recluse and just do all my school work. I'm so so so far behind. I run the risk of failing out of school. I hope my teachers will cut me slack and let me turn things in late. I really hope I don't have a big paper due tomorrow. I should find out NOW.
(in the meantime the Wailers - "Put It On" and Band of Gypsys - "We Gotta Live Together" came on, LOVE both songs)
-Okay, the whole paper isn't due tomorrow. But an outline, sources and the like are due. Sigh.
AT LEAST I'M WRITING A FEMINIST PAPER!! It's the portrayal of women in Bikini Kill's album "Pussywhipped" I think I'm gonna drink a 40 of MGD [no colts were left at the store ] smoke fags and bang this thing out. Who knows, maybe I'll enjoy myself.
Let me take a ride, cut yourself, want some help? Please myself. Got some rope, haven't told, promise you, have been true.
A really, really good friend of mine had state cops crash his house party for his girlfriend. Two "friends" of his started a fight, called the cops and claimed there were guns involved. They raided his house, found a scale and some paraphernalia and about 9 grams of grass. Now he's most likely going to lose his job as a fire-fighter. I know this didn't happen to me, but I've been having such awful, awful luck that I feel like if I wasn't there, things would've turned out differently. (happier)
I feel so rotten. Even my roommates bother the living shit out of me these days. We used to get along so well. Now it seems it's their amusement to try to annoy me as much as they can.
(VHS or Beta - "Can't Believe A Single Word" came on shuffle. I really like this song)
Still feeling lonely too. I wish I had enough discipline to become a total recluse and just do all my school work. I'm so so so far behind. I run the risk of failing out of school. I hope my teachers will cut me slack and let me turn things in late. I really hope I don't have a big paper due tomorrow. I should find out NOW.
(in the meantime the Wailers - "Put It On" and Band of Gypsys - "We Gotta Live Together" came on, LOVE both songs)
-Okay, the whole paper isn't due tomorrow. But an outline, sources and the like are due. Sigh.
AT LEAST I'M WRITING A FEMINIST PAPER!! It's the portrayal of women in Bikini Kill's album "Pussywhipped" I think I'm gonna drink a 40 of MGD [no colts were left at the store ] smoke fags and bang this thing out. Who knows, maybe I'll enjoy myself.
Let me take a ride, cut yourself, want some help? Please myself. Got some rope, haven't told, promise you, have been true.
Too bad about your friend...I feel so glad that Pot is practically legal here in Canada.
All my friends at Tyler have been accepted to Rome, including Mike. They've all put in their $200 dollar deposits.
I just found out today, that because of my two F's from last semester [even though all my other grades are A's and high B's], I can't go to Rome.
Don't fuck up like me, Kev. Fuck your roommates. Do your best and reap the rewards.
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