Woohoo!! I am on vacation!

Meh, Birthday was kinda sucky. Won;t even go through the work frustrations, but I am also still not feeling well, so I have no real desire to eat much food, so cannot enjoy a birthday dinner, and not much desire for sweets, so there goes cake, and dairy hurts my throat still, so there goes cheesecake. Bleh. It has not been a stellar year for K_Rex and me for birthdays. On the plus side, she snuggled with me last night. Well, she does every night, but it still makes most days bearable, just waiting for sleepy snuggling at night.

Onward...

Birthday is tomorrow. I cannot even seem to care. Maybe it's because I've been sick, but I just don't even want to have friends over, get presents or anything. It's not avoidance, it's just...lack of feeling about it. I don't know. **shrug** I wish I could be excited. I know this is worrying K_Rex a bit. And a few others.

Mmph. Sick all weekend. 101.5 fever, stomach angry, chills, aches and my eyes swelled shut. Better today after the fever broke, still very tired. Going to sleep again.

Phew, okay, figured out what the problem was. Doctor set me up with a med that I needed to take for a while and it contained dexomethasone, and old-school steroid, but the side effects of difficulty sleeping; feeling of a whirling motion; mood changes; nervousness...yeah, that was me to the tee. Gods, I thought I was heading to a nervous breakdown or something. Haven't taken it since yesterday morning and I'm already feeling much better. Slept halfway decently and am only feeling nervous, not like I'm going to jump out of my skin.

Another day and I should be in the clear. Ah, the fun of drug reactions.

Anxiety, like WHOA! Don't know why, things seem to be going well on all fronts. I just wish the anxiety would go away.

How was your weekend?

Long run of being tired all the time. Went home early yesterday to crash, but could only sleep for an our, and I tossed and turned the entire time, not getting good sleep. Something is going on in my brain that is making me jumpy and nervous, and I know it's work. I just wish i could let go of it, but I hav not found a way yet to leave work entirely at work.

Hurricanes game this Saturday that we're going to, not sure what we're doing Friday night yet. But I can bet that Sunday will be a slug-fest!

Hope you all are doing well.

I hate work. Hate working! Hate how it makes me feel. Hate how it treats me.

Just sayin...

Feh. Feel strange, head hurts and a little dizzy. But then that's every day. I just feel...I don't know, a little lonely...off kilter. **sigh** I'm okay, just saying.

Hope you are having a great day.

My grandmother just died. Heading to Indiana soon for the funeral.

She was the only grandmother I ever knew.